2009 Christmas Night ended with some chocolate cakes and chips, before some DotA games.
Skills are getting better, but there are a lot more people who are a lot more better than me.
Then it passed 12 midnight which marked the beginning of 26 December, which is my accident anniversary, thanks to Tham Lian Jae.
So few of us had happy hour hosted at our house, and even electricity wanted to give us surprise. Okay, fine. Things went on until sunrise.
And I was planning to stay awake the whole day without sleeping already, but at 6.30a.m. I couldn't resist anymore and had a short nap of 30 minutes.
Then I woke up, got ready, and after gathering all my team mates, we head to Myung, the place where we had DotA Tournament.
One damn far place la. But the computers are not bad.
According to Rules and Regulations, we supposed to proceed to second round!
Because our opponent was late for 1 hour. And any team which late for 15 minutes should actually be DQed.
So the Bo1 knock out game was played.
And we were fucked quite badly as the game proceed.
Expected results though, because they are from one cyber cafe.
I thought we would face some noobies like us, mana tau all the teams are cyber cafe teams.
Then had lunch, and continued the day with DotA again.
Oh fuck, whole day with DotA with only 30 minutes of sleep!
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Friday, December 25, 2009
圣诞节快乐
美丽克里斯麽斯！
嗯，十二月二十五日，剩蛋节……哦，写错了，是圣诞节。
无可否认，这一天对天下大部分人（据我所知，只要是受教育并生于小康之家或以上的人）来说，这一天是一年内其中一个必庆的节日。
我不是一个有庆祝圣诞节的人，并不是因为我没受过教育，也不是因为我的家低于小康。只是没有这个习惯而已。圣诞节，对我来说，就只是一天假期。
年复一年，依然是单身过圣诞。
唯一有所期待的一年，是中学生涯近尾声的时候，是心碎的前一天。是结局的前一天。
所以我在这一天并没有什么美丽的回忆。
去年的圣诞节，晚上一点多遇上生平第一次严重车祸，记忆力短暂消失，生平第一次入院……
是值得回忆，可是并不美丽。
那一种出现在故事里，温馨、幸福的圣诞节，什么时候我才能体会到？
祝 我部落格 的 读者
圣诞节快乐 ！
嗯，十二月二十五日，剩蛋节……哦，写错了，是圣诞节。
无可否认，这一天对天下大部分人（据我所知，只要是受教育并生于小康之家或以上的人）来说，这一天是一年内其中一个必庆的节日。
我不是一个有庆祝圣诞节的人，并不是因为我没受过教育，也不是因为我的家低于小康。只是没有这个习惯而已。圣诞节，对我来说，就只是一天假期。
年复一年，依然是单身过圣诞。
唯一有所期待的一年，是中学生涯近尾声的时候，是心碎的前一天。是结局的前一天。
所以我在这一天并没有什么美丽的回忆。
去年的圣诞节，晚上一点多遇上生平第一次严重车祸，记忆力短暂消失，生平第一次入院……
是值得回忆，可是并不美丽。
那一种出现在故事里，温馨、幸福的圣诞节，什么时候我才能体会到？
祝 我部落格 的 读者
圣诞节快乐 ！
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Monday, December 21, 2009
20 Dec 2009
Yesterday was Sunday.
Sunday is a non-working day.
So I had no class on Sunday.
Yesterday was full of activities, from morning to night.
First, we played paintball. Paintball can be mispelled as painball and still has its original meaning. LOL! If kena shoot memang pain, but depends on your skin thickness also la. And also how much hair you have because hair can act as shield. We had to wear the suit, smelly like shit. Plus the hot weather and we sweat inside, so we were totally dipped in shit.
After that had the meal of the day at Hartz. That was OMFG because we all were still.. smelly. Ate damn lot of chickens until my fundus is filled. Yeah, that was what I call having a meal.
Then finally bathed and followed by Winter Is Here!
注：冬至，冬乃Winter，至乃来到了，即is here.
And then went for DotA. Roemah Mirota again went crazy and gave us all extra one hour. Won all the games. :P And that wrapped up the Sunny Sunday.
Sunday is a non-working day.
So I had no class on Sunday.
Yesterday was full of activities, from morning to night.
First, we played paintball. Paintball can be mispelled as painball and still has its original meaning. LOL! If kena shoot memang pain, but depends on your skin thickness also la. And also how much hair you have because hair can act as shield. We had to wear the suit, smelly like shit. Plus the hot weather and we sweat inside, so we were totally dipped in shit.
After that had the meal of the day at Hartz. That was OMFG because we all were still.. smelly. Ate damn lot of chickens until my fundus is filled. Yeah, that was what I call having a meal.
Then finally bathed and followed by Winter Is Here!
注：冬至，冬乃Winter，至乃来到了，即is here.
And then went for DotA. Roemah Mirota again went crazy and gave us all extra one hour. Won all the games. :P And that wrapped up the Sunny Sunday.
Friday, December 18, 2009
堕落人生
感到不舒服。
不是生病发烧那一类的不舒服，是打从心底的不舒服。
生活压力大，应该要释放一下。
可是要释放，需要的时间不短，需要的精神不小。
所以，我还是选择上线玩游戏。
下个星期要去比赛了。
不抱很大的期望。
我只希望，我不会做错的选择，连累我的队。
连Luqman和Aaron都那么看重我，给我做队长了。
我只怕，到时候会有合作上的问题。
毕竟我们才一起练过两次。
就比如，
一支足球队要在一起练许多许多次，才能够有表现。
我对自己有信心。
怕的只是到时候有些意外。
觉得自己好无聊。
生命中没有喜欢的女人，很没意义。
就如在水彩颜色盘上，水越加越多，生活变淡了。
所以我很想哭。
因为眼睛太干了。
这一种
见她上线说声hi
见她下线说声bye的感觉，
已深埋了。
这几个周末都会很忙。
讨厌。
我只想要好好地休息，懒惰一下。
人生如果能够自甘堕落，烦恼都消失了。
可是堕落的同时，烦恼只会不断增加。
书，还没读。
工，还没做。
钱，还没赚。
到最后还是烦。
不是生病发烧那一类的不舒服，是打从心底的不舒服。
生活压力大，应该要释放一下。
可是要释放，需要的时间不短，需要的精神不小。
所以，我还是选择上线玩游戏。
下个星期要去比赛了。
不抱很大的期望。
我只希望，我不会做错的选择，连累我的队。
连Luqman和Aaron都那么看重我，给我做队长了。
我只怕，到时候会有合作上的问题。
毕竟我们才一起练过两次。
就比如，
一支足球队要在一起练许多许多次，才能够有表现。
我对自己有信心。
怕的只是到时候有些意外。
觉得自己好无聊。
生命中没有喜欢的女人，很没意义。
就如在水彩颜色盘上，水越加越多，生活变淡了。
所以我很想哭。
因为眼睛太干了。
这一种
见她上线说声hi
见她下线说声bye的感觉，
已深埋了。
这几个周末都会很忙。
讨厌。
我只想要好好地休息，懒惰一下。
人生如果能够自甘堕落，烦恼都消失了。
可是堕落的同时，烦恼只会不断增加。
书，还没读。
工，还没做。
钱，还没赚。
到最后还是烦。
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
枯了，小草。
想起以前的生活，我会想哭。
虽然以前头脑简单，可是生活有目标，而且是能达到的目标。目标达到了，会很高兴。失败了，会努力，接下来就会成功。
现在的生活依然有目标。可是达不到。一次又一次地拉低目标，却一次又一次的失望。努力了，还是失败。堕落下去，也不会有结果。
身体已渐渐出现状况。从外表可以看出来我的身体有事情了。一个人不可能能够在这么短时间内生这么多肉。最近一直感到累。一天睡七小时还会想睡觉。每每吃完饭就会感到要呕。我知道，自己已经不健康。
存在于我脑袋创作的那分子，也渐渐找不到踪影了。因为生活太枯燥，越来越没有灵感。想要写一些故事或者什么的，都是写到一半，觉得自己和自己说话般的，好像一个笨蛋那样，也就按打岔了。
我还剩什么呢？？
至少我还剩下一个家，离开我很远的家。至少他们能够明白，至少他们还会支持我。
可是我真的很累。很累。很累。
我已经忘了，成绩单里印着一排A的感觉，甚至连看见一个A的记忆，也已消失了。
我已经忘了，那种自己做完考试题目后，计算自己不会作答的问题有多少的感觉。
我已经忘了，自己在考完试后依然能够自然地摆出一个笑。
我已经忘了，考到B的那种失望。
自己曾经写过许多激励的文章。可是我自己已经站不起来。
太残忍了。
虽然以前头脑简单，可是生活有目标，而且是能达到的目标。目标达到了，会很高兴。失败了，会努力，接下来就会成功。
现在的生活依然有目标。可是达不到。一次又一次地拉低目标，却一次又一次的失望。努力了，还是失败。堕落下去，也不会有结果。
身体已渐渐出现状况。从外表可以看出来我的身体有事情了。一个人不可能能够在这么短时间内生这么多肉。最近一直感到累。一天睡七小时还会想睡觉。每每吃完饭就会感到要呕。我知道，自己已经不健康。
存在于我脑袋创作的那分子，也渐渐找不到踪影了。因为生活太枯燥，越来越没有灵感。想要写一些故事或者什么的，都是写到一半，觉得自己和自己说话般的，好像一个笨蛋那样，也就按打岔了。
我还剩什么呢？？
至少我还剩下一个家，离开我很远的家。至少他们能够明白，至少他们还会支持我。
可是我真的很累。很累。很累。
我已经忘了，成绩单里印着一排A的感觉，甚至连看见一个A的记忆，也已消失了。
我已经忘了，那种自己做完考试题目后，计算自己不会作答的问题有多少的感觉。
我已经忘了，自己在考完试后依然能够自然地摆出一个笑。
我已经忘了，考到B的那种失望。
自己曾经写过许多激励的文章。可是我自己已经站不起来。
太残忍了。
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
PreExam Syndrome
Usually days before any big exams, people start having this psychological problem termed Exam Fever. Exam Fever is characterized by decrease in appetite, increase in duration of locking him/herself in room, insomnia, and a more severe condition called psycho may happen.
As for me, I have PreExam Syndrome, not only fever but SYNDROME! A syndrome is a condition where there are combinations of abnormalities act together to cause a problem. So it is basically much more serius than fever.
First of all, I will sleep a lot more compared to normal times. This is due to boredom caused by studying. This may sound stupid, but this is true. These few days I sleep from 2a.m. after finishing missions on game till 8a.m., thanks to all the 7a.m. lectures along this block. Then I wake up, defecate, maybe breakfast, and then play game or study depend on my mood. After that, maybe 10a.m. or 11a.m., I will sleep again until 12p.m. or 1p.m. Then I will have my lunch, and play game after lunch because of my principle: don't study after having meal. Then again I will sleep at 4p.m. to 6p.m. Night time, not everyday but sometimes, I will sleep from 10p.m. to 11p.m.
Second characteristic of this syndrome is a little bit related to the first one. Why do I have boredom only during before exam? Because I simply feel so guilty when I play game, so I will control myself not to play all the time. So, I feel bored and then feel like sleeping.
Another thing is I feel hungry more easily. This may be due to increase brain activity during my study time. HAHAHA! Yea, because I don't feel stress, so I won't feel like not eating anything. Although I sleep a lot when I am having this syndrome, I eat more than normal days. Feel so shitty when I need supper at night but nowhere to eat...
I think the last thing about this syndrome is... I become anti social. Why? I do always lock myself in my room and become a SOLO MID player, but not studying inside all the time. Got study la, but play game still more than studying. So why anti social? Because I don't know who to socialise during such period. Everyone needs to study. It is not good to disturb people. So what do I do? Study, play game, doing nothing, or sleep inside my room.
Last but not least... Good Luck everyone!
As for me, I have PreExam Syndrome, not only fever but SYNDROME! A syndrome is a condition where there are combinations of abnormalities act together to cause a problem. So it is basically much more serius than fever.
First of all, I will sleep a lot more compared to normal times. This is due to boredom caused by studying. This may sound stupid, but this is true. These few days I sleep from 2a.m. after finishing missions on game till 8a.m., thanks to all the 7a.m. lectures along this block. Then I wake up, defecate, maybe breakfast, and then play game or study depend on my mood. After that, maybe 10a.m. or 11a.m., I will sleep again until 12p.m. or 1p.m. Then I will have my lunch, and play game after lunch because of my principle: don't study after having meal. Then again I will sleep at 4p.m. to 6p.m. Night time, not everyday but sometimes, I will sleep from 10p.m. to 11p.m.
Second characteristic of this syndrome is a little bit related to the first one. Why do I have boredom only during before exam? Because I simply feel so guilty when I play game, so I will control myself not to play all the time. So, I feel bored and then feel like sleeping.
Another thing is I feel hungry more easily. This may be due to increase brain activity during my study time. HAHAHA! Yea, because I don't feel stress, so I won't feel like not eating anything. Although I sleep a lot when I am having this syndrome, I eat more than normal days. Feel so shitty when I need supper at night but nowhere to eat...
I think the last thing about this syndrome is... I become anti social. Why? I do always lock myself in my room and become a SOLO MID player, but not studying inside all the time. Got study la, but play game still more than studying. So why anti social? Because I don't know who to socialise during such period. Everyone needs to study. It is not good to disturb people. So what do I do? Study, play game, doing nothing, or sleep inside my room.
Last but not least... Good Luck everyone!
Friday, December 4, 2009
A Doctor
There is this doctor, Dr S****, who was supposed to give my group a skills lab session on neonatal resuscitation (feedback).
On that day, the lecturer who gave lecture on 7a.m. came in late, so he finished it late, and when we go to RP building the doctor had gone because we were late and he was fucking pissed off. Okay, fine. Although this is not our fault, I don't want to talk anything because some people simply cannot wait for others.
So this session is postponed.. postponed... postponed.... until yesterday still postponed..... until today, the last day of Block 2.2, Dr S. told us that he is not going to teach us and we need to find another doctor to replace him.
What The Fuck?!
I am so fucking tak syok with him now, but probably next block we will still meet him. When people want to take lecture slides from his lap top, he said he scared got virus enter his lap top, so there is no any lecture slides of his lectures.
Why la? Become Spesialis Anak then mental also becoming like Anak already? Haiz...
On that day, the lecturer who gave lecture on 7a.m. came in late, so he finished it late, and when we go to RP building the doctor had gone because we were late and he was fucking pissed off. Okay, fine. Although this is not our fault, I don't want to talk anything because some people simply cannot wait for others.
So this session is postponed.. postponed... postponed.... until yesterday still postponed..... until today, the last day of Block 2.2, Dr S. told us that he is not going to teach us and we need to find another doctor to replace him.
What The Fuck?!
I am so fucking tak syok with him now, but probably next block we will still meet him. When people want to take lecture slides from his lap top, he said he scared got virus enter his lap top, so there is no any lecture slides of his lectures.
Why la? Become Spesialis Anak then mental also becoming like Anak already? Haiz...
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
1 December
First day of the Last Month of year 2009 - 1st December 2009.
The day started with a 7a.m. lecture, but it was postponed, so whole day no more class. Woke up at 6 for nothing.
Then play game la whole day, although exam is coming soon.
Haiz.. nothing liao, bye.
The day started with a 7a.m. lecture, but it was postponed, so whole day no more class. Woke up at 6 for nothing.
Then play game la whole day, although exam is coming soon.
Haiz.. nothing liao, bye.
Monday, November 30, 2009
Last Day of Nov
Nothing special, but feel like writing something here.
Exam is coming soon, just one more fucking week. So I feel the stress, but lazy want to start engine. You know la, when the engine is cold, it is quite difficult to start.
Okay, let's start with today.
Today we had a small histo exam. Only 6 questions, and the questions had already leaked, so it is so goddamn easy. But human are funny. When the exam is easy, I think why the hell they want to have such exam when it is not challenging at all? But when the exam questions are hard, I would think what the fuck they are thinking, asking such fucking questions... So I am controlling my mind to think this as a normal exam, which I was able to answer.
Enough, proceed to the next thing.
Today is 30th of November, so we had our routine trip to buy Baskin. Haha.. Long awaited day, twice in a month.
But today was so funny. The cup for Pint finished, and the stock will come only on the next 15th. So we had to buy Quat, which is damn fucking big LOL! Later I will eat... :D
Oh ya, we went to Amplaz by taxi, a fucking new Ford Focus. Damn, Ford Focus is used as taxi in Jogja, what a joke! I think this is the first time I am sitting inside a Ford... Isn't it? Not sure. Last time when I went back Malaysia, when I saw some Toyota, Hyundai or Chevrolet, I felt like.. they were taxis... After more Focus I see as taxi, I think I will feel that Ford Focus is just a fucking taxi when I see it in Malaysia in the future. So kesian, a rally super car become a taxi. XD
Haiz... Need to set target already. At least 2 hours of study one day!
Exam is coming soon, just one more fucking week. So I feel the stress, but lazy want to start engine. You know la, when the engine is cold, it is quite difficult to start.
Okay, let's start with today.
Today we had a small histo exam. Only 6 questions, and the questions had already leaked, so it is so goddamn easy. But human are funny. When the exam is easy, I think why the hell they want to have such exam when it is not challenging at all? But when the exam questions are hard, I would think what the fuck they are thinking, asking such fucking questions... So I am controlling my mind to think this as a normal exam, which I was able to answer.
Enough, proceed to the next thing.
Today is 30th of November, so we had our routine trip to buy Baskin. Haha.. Long awaited day, twice in a month.
But today was so funny. The cup for Pint finished, and the stock will come only on the next 15th. So we had to buy Quat, which is damn fucking big LOL! Later I will eat... :D
Oh ya, we went to Amplaz by taxi, a fucking new Ford Focus. Damn, Ford Focus is used as taxi in Jogja, what a joke! I think this is the first time I am sitting inside a Ford... Isn't it? Not sure. Last time when I went back Malaysia, when I saw some Toyota, Hyundai or Chevrolet, I felt like.. they were taxis... After more Focus I see as taxi, I think I will feel that Ford Focus is just a fucking taxi when I see it in Malaysia in the future. So kesian, a rally super car become a taxi. XD
Haiz... Need to set target already. At least 2 hours of study one day!
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Batch River Rafting
Here I am again, to write something, to voice out whatever I think besides sensitive issues.
Today is Saturday. A nice Saturday morning, had to wake out damn fucking early, because we had our batch river rafting today! So we gathered at campus at 7a.m. and then began our journey, stuffed in fucking small bus with no air cond and with steel-hard seats. The journey is about 1 hour plus, and it was no comfort.
River rafting is a "row row row your boat" activity, which is held on a river. A boat consists of 6 people, so we had 5 friends and an instructor in one boat.
The destination is one fucked up place located quite deep in paddy fields, near Borobudur. It's okay, because the main point of this activity is the river, not the fucking station. So we went to the starting point by a small angkut, 12km away.
Upon reaching there, we started wearing the life jacket and helmet, and were given a short briefing. Then we started our journey! My boat had me, Lian Jae, Yi Teng, Rooban and Chok on it together with the instructor. We started everything well, except that the instructor was a little bit fucked up, kept saying "Daya maju" only, as if we were not trying to row.
And then, first event of the day came. Even we all are medical students except Abe, we still got shocked by it. Guess what? This is no drama, this is LIFE! We saw a dead body floating on the river!
Yes, dead body!
Well, for me I had no feeling because I was without my specs. But almost everyone already potong after seeing that. A dead body, floating on the river, and we were having activity on the same river, and more fucked up part, water splashing everywhere including into our mouth. So imagine, I have eaten some bacteria from a fresh dead body. Fuck. And when I asked the instructor need to report police or not (actually cannot report also, everyone had no hand phone, unless after we reach the end), he said there are siao lang geng aka tanjung rambutan there, so it is possibly an orang gila who jumped, so don't need to report police.
One fuck shit ever can happen on the life I live. So, you can just murder someone and throw the body there, and then everyone would think that it is orang gila and you are free! So, more fucked up shit is, I can be murdered also, and the murderer throw me there. FUCK!
But we have to know la, if report police, then the police close the place, how they can do business?
Then at 6km point, we had a rest station. Many people (almost all) played water there. With some old men shit in the water before the station, and with all the things from the dead body, everyone seemed having fun.
After resting, we continued our journey and some shits happened. Our fucking instructor don't know what the fuck he wanted to do, didn't even wait for Chok and Lian Jae to come up the boat, and he started already. I think he wanted to fuck after the activity, so he was short of time. Then a few times Chok went into the river he also never wait for him. And at one part, which was the climax of our boat's journey, we banged a big rock and he said everyone must go down to push. Okay la, since he said that then we follow lo. But before me and Rooban got to go up the boat, he jumped up and ciao already. And that place is a rapid, full of rocks, stones, and the water flow is fast. I couldn't even stand up because of fucking rocks on the ground and the speed of water. And he just ciao with the boat with 3 other friends, never ever wait for us. Since I couldn't stand up, I had to sleep on the river, and follow the flow with some fucking high speed. I was damn fucking scared to bang any rocks because my head was at front. I struggled to stand up and finally I succeeded. Then I jumped up to other boat and continued this fucking journey. Then we saw our boat not far away, I really didn't want to go back, but I still went back. And he didn't even fucking say sorry to us.
Everybody was tensed up. And he also shut his fuck up already. But he also shut his job of controling the boat. So we spin a lot of times. At one point, where everyone was playing against each other, Chok jumped to other boat and never come back again. So we left 4 people to row the boat. But anger and tension boosted up our strength and we managed to finished 3rd. or 4th.
One fuck of a day. Now everywhere is pain.
Today is Saturday. A nice Saturday morning, had to wake out damn fucking early, because we had our batch river rafting today! So we gathered at campus at 7a.m. and then began our journey, stuffed in fucking small bus with no air cond and with steel-hard seats. The journey is about 1 hour plus, and it was no comfort.
River rafting is a "row row row your boat" activity, which is held on a river. A boat consists of 6 people, so we had 5 friends and an instructor in one boat.
The destination is one fucked up place located quite deep in paddy fields, near Borobudur. It's okay, because the main point of this activity is the river, not the fucking station. So we went to the starting point by a small angkut, 12km away.
Upon reaching there, we started wearing the life jacket and helmet, and were given a short briefing. Then we started our journey! My boat had me, Lian Jae, Yi Teng, Rooban and Chok on it together with the instructor. We started everything well, except that the instructor was a little bit fucked up, kept saying "Daya maju" only, as if we were not trying to row.
And then, first event of the day came. Even we all are medical students except Abe, we still got shocked by it. Guess what? This is no drama, this is LIFE! We saw a dead body floating on the river!
Yes, dead body!
Well, for me I had no feeling because I was without my specs. But almost everyone already potong after seeing that. A dead body, floating on the river, and we were having activity on the same river, and more fucked up part, water splashing everywhere including into our mouth. So imagine, I have eaten some bacteria from a fresh dead body. Fuck. And when I asked the instructor need to report police or not (actually cannot report also, everyone had no hand phone, unless after we reach the end), he said there are siao lang geng aka tanjung rambutan there, so it is possibly an orang gila who jumped, so don't need to report police.
One fuck shit ever can happen on the life I live. So, you can just murder someone and throw the body there, and then everyone would think that it is orang gila and you are free! So, more fucked up shit is, I can be murdered also, and the murderer throw me there. FUCK!
But we have to know la, if report police, then the police close the place, how they can do business?
Then at 6km point, we had a rest station. Many people (almost all) played water there. With some old men shit in the water before the station, and with all the things from the dead body, everyone seemed having fun.
After resting, we continued our journey and some shits happened. Our fucking instructor don't know what the fuck he wanted to do, didn't even wait for Chok and Lian Jae to come up the boat, and he started already. I think he wanted to fuck after the activity, so he was short of time. Then a few times Chok went into the river he also never wait for him. And at one part, which was the climax of our boat's journey, we banged a big rock and he said everyone must go down to push. Okay la, since he said that then we follow lo. But before me and Rooban got to go up the boat, he jumped up and ciao already. And that place is a rapid, full of rocks, stones, and the water flow is fast. I couldn't even stand up because of fucking rocks on the ground and the speed of water. And he just ciao with the boat with 3 other friends, never ever wait for us. Since I couldn't stand up, I had to sleep on the river, and follow the flow with some fucking high speed. I was damn fucking scared to bang any rocks because my head was at front. I struggled to stand up and finally I succeeded. Then I jumped up to other boat and continued this fucking journey. Then we saw our boat not far away, I really didn't want to go back, but I still went back. And he didn't even fucking say sorry to us.
Everybody was tensed up. And he also shut his fuck up already. But he also shut his job of controling the boat. So we spin a lot of times. At one point, where everyone was playing against each other, Chok jumped to other boat and never come back again. So we left 4 people to row the boat. But anger and tension boosted up our strength and we managed to finished 3rd. or 4th.
One fuck of a day. Now everywhere is pain.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Sunday, November 22, 2009
星碎夜暗
最近，马来西亚读大学的朋友都有假期回家去了。中五的弟弟和其他学弟学妹则有SPM考试。
先说假期回家。
我都不知道什么时候才能回家了。二月虽然有假期，可是某某原因导致我不太想回家。
第一：成绩都还不知道，如果考试成绩差，需要重考，那么假期只剩下1个星期。
这个还不用紧。因为机票可以订在重考的日期过后，这样就一定能重考和回家。接下来……
第二：我讨厌去机场，匆匆忙忙，忙忙碌碌，赶了一大堆东西，还要担心会不会来得及，或者会不会延迟。在飞机上，空姐很少有美的，所以也就只是睡觉。可是座位很挤，膝盖撞着前面的椅子，好不舒服。
这个也不是太大的问题，既来之则安之嘛。只是在机场那段时间，我真是很讨厌。接下来……
第三：省钱！理由很简单。一次来回，从Jogja到SP，至少要RM500。爸爸妈妈是不会心疼把钱花在机票上，可是我会。呵呵！
这个还不是大问题！接下来！
第四：我讨厌离开的感觉！！！老实说，每一次要离开这里的家，或者要离开马来西亚的家，我都会很失落……觉得很多事情还没有做，或者还不够。这个是我最不想回家的原因。我甘愿在这里过生活，也不要回去，然后感受两次离开的感觉。
再加一个第五：回去了，出去、吃饭，做什么事情都是花爸爸妈妈的钱，所以就有两个坏处。首先，花钱就是不好，尤其是爸爸妈妈的。接下来，由于花爸爸妈妈的钱很不好很不健康，我就很少会讨钱，所以就没钱花，没钱玩……
我其实已经不在考虑的过程了，因为我是决定不要回去的。只是爸爸妈妈要我回去，所以就……再看看吧！
关于SPM考试嘛……我只能说：祝你好运。因为SPM考试，运气和实力的比例是1：1。你有百分百的实力，可是有零运气，你最多也只能考到一半的分数。
SPM的华语，会是我永远的阴影。我真希望我能够挖出我的做答卷，作文的那一张，然后复印我的作文。因为我有信心，那篇至少65分以上。如果拿去比赛，我相信不止是安慰奖。
陈年往事……不如说现在的考试。
现在的考试，可以说是好像拉肚子那样。来而不止，来而恐慌，去而放松，不久后又来。当初如果JPA有华文科，而我的SPM华文又是A1，我肯定会选择华文的。
天意弄人，要我做医生，连名字都这样了……
先说假期回家。
我都不知道什么时候才能回家了。二月虽然有假期，可是某某原因导致我不太想回家。
第一：成绩都还不知道，如果考试成绩差，需要重考，那么假期只剩下1个星期。
这个还不用紧。因为机票可以订在重考的日期过后，这样就一定能重考和回家。接下来……
第二：我讨厌去机场，匆匆忙忙，忙忙碌碌，赶了一大堆东西，还要担心会不会来得及，或者会不会延迟。在飞机上，空姐很少有美的，所以也就只是睡觉。可是座位很挤，膝盖撞着前面的椅子，好不舒服。
这个也不是太大的问题，既来之则安之嘛。只是在机场那段时间，我真是很讨厌。接下来……
第三：省钱！理由很简单。一次来回，从Jogja到SP，至少要RM500。爸爸妈妈是不会心疼把钱花在机票上，可是我会。呵呵！
这个还不是大问题！接下来！
第四：我讨厌离开的感觉！！！老实说，每一次要离开这里的家，或者要离开马来西亚的家，我都会很失落……觉得很多事情还没有做，或者还不够。这个是我最不想回家的原因。我甘愿在这里过生活，也不要回去，然后感受两次离开的感觉。
再加一个第五：回去了，出去、吃饭，做什么事情都是花爸爸妈妈的钱，所以就有两个坏处。首先，花钱就是不好，尤其是爸爸妈妈的。接下来，由于花爸爸妈妈的钱很不好很不健康，我就很少会讨钱，所以就没钱花，没钱玩……
我其实已经不在考虑的过程了，因为我是决定不要回去的。只是爸爸妈妈要我回去，所以就……再看看吧！
关于SPM考试嘛……我只能说：祝你好运。因为SPM考试，运气和实力的比例是1：1。你有百分百的实力，可是有零运气，你最多也只能考到一半的分数。
SPM的华语，会是我永远的阴影。我真希望我能够挖出我的做答卷，作文的那一张，然后复印我的作文。因为我有信心，那篇至少65分以上。如果拿去比赛，我相信不止是安慰奖。
陈年往事……不如说现在的考试。
现在的考试，可以说是好像拉肚子那样。来而不止，来而恐慌，去而放松，不久后又来。当初如果JPA有华文科，而我的SPM华文又是A1，我肯定会选择华文的。
天意弄人，要我做医生，连名字都这样了……
Thursday, November 19, 2009
冷雨
窗外雨不停，犹如万马奔腾。
室内小曲奏，手脚微抖。
一个星期前，气温还一直保持在35度以上。现在却天天下雨，风扇也不必全力为我工作。天气的变化真大！
俗语说：吾欲出而雨不止。有时候真的会很赌懒，上完课要回家，外面下着大雨。能做什么？冒雨回家。或者是有紧急事情，却下着雨，也就只好露天洗澡了。
话说虽然下雨了温度会降低，可是在lecture hall里面还是很热的。可是却有很多人，应该是hypothyroidism，或者是皮太薄，整个lecture hall只开了一架冷气，我在里面飚汗了，他们穿着jacket，抱着书包……
所以啊，我们住赤道一带的人都很没有用。下雨就冷得发抖。试想，俄罗斯人怎么过生活？
说真的，我自己也够没用。晚上睡觉就被迫放2号风扇。而且还盖被。
人说：中东的气候最适合人类。
可是那边的温度也是低于20度。想象一下，如果我在那边生活，我也就要每一天穿着西北厚的外套出门……
可叹啊。
室内小曲奏，手脚微抖。
一个星期前，气温还一直保持在35度以上。现在却天天下雨，风扇也不必全力为我工作。天气的变化真大！
俗语说：吾欲出而雨不止。有时候真的会很赌懒，上完课要回家，外面下着大雨。能做什么？冒雨回家。或者是有紧急事情，却下着雨，也就只好露天洗澡了。
话说虽然下雨了温度会降低，可是在lecture hall里面还是很热的。可是却有很多人，应该是hypothyroidism，或者是皮太薄，整个lecture hall只开了一架冷气，我在里面飚汗了，他们穿着jacket，抱着书包……
所以啊，我们住赤道一带的人都很没有用。下雨就冷得发抖。试想，俄罗斯人怎么过生活？
说真的，我自己也够没用。晚上睡觉就被迫放2号风扇。而且还盖被。
人说：中东的气候最适合人类。
可是那边的温度也是低于20度。想象一下，如果我在那边生活，我也就要每一天穿着西北厚的外套出门……
可叹啊。
Sunday, November 15, 2009
雨洒大地妈妈
经过了几个星期的“人体温度”的日子，终于这几日不停地下雨。雨季到了！
本地人说，雨季是从十月到四月……现在是十一月中，会不会持续到五月中？
开着房间的门，凉凉的，好爽……
可是，骑电单车的我似乎又有另一个问题……
昨天是PKPMI-CY举办DIWALI NIGHT的一天。这活动在HYATT举行，够威吧？政府出钱sponsor的，一定威啦！感谢政府。
吃了一些好料，看表演……等……
穿了我买的印度装，骑电单车时好cool，真的很凉。
我在想，为什么我要隐瞒自己的身份去认识别人……
是因为我不想被认识？
是因为我不想真诚地认识？
是因为我不想做自己？
是因为我要用另一个自己去认识？
不知道其中的道理。
本地人说，雨季是从十月到四月……现在是十一月中，会不会持续到五月中？
开着房间的门，凉凉的，好爽……
可是，骑电单车的我似乎又有另一个问题……
昨天是PKPMI-CY举办DIWALI NIGHT的一天。这活动在HYATT举行，够威吧？政府出钱sponsor的，一定威啦！感谢政府。
吃了一些好料，看表演……等……
穿了我买的印度装，骑电单车时好cool，真的很凉。
我在想，为什么我要隐瞒自己的身份去认识别人……
是因为我不想被认识？
是因为我不想真诚地认识？
是因为我不想做自己？
是因为我要用另一个自己去认识？
不知道其中的道理。
Thursday, November 12, 2009
today
Today is a funny day.
We had a lecture at 7a.m., damn fucking early, as always. Waking up forcefully and feeling like floating, I went to campus quite on time. But the lecturer was late, 35 minutes. And he still could crap some shits for about 5 minutes just for introduction. Moreover he used Bahasa when teaching, so I felt damn fucking sleepy and decided to sleep.
He managed to finish at 8.15a.m. But almost everyone had class at 8a.m. So I walked to RP because my group was having Skills Lab that time. When I reached there, I saw group mates standing at sekreteriat discussing something. Oh well, what happened was that, the doctor came on time and waited us for too fucking long, so she got pissed off and went to hospital already. Err... This is not our fault right?
So today we had only 1 hour class...
We had a lecture at 7a.m., damn fucking early, as always. Waking up forcefully and feeling like floating, I went to campus quite on time. But the lecturer was late, 35 minutes. And he still could crap some shits for about 5 minutes just for introduction. Moreover he used Bahasa when teaching, so I felt damn fucking sleepy and decided to sleep.
He managed to finish at 8.15a.m. But almost everyone had class at 8a.m. So I walked to RP because my group was having Skills Lab that time. When I reached there, I saw group mates standing at sekreteriat discussing something. Oh well, what happened was that, the doctor came on time and waited us for too fucking long, so she got pissed off and went to hospital already. Err... This is not our fault right?
So today we had only 1 hour class...
Monday, November 9, 2009
It RAINS!
Life, without fucks, is fantasy.
Life, full with fucks, is life.
Life, with fucks to a certain extend, is a perfect life.
Yesterday, our water tank dried up again. So tension... Today morning had to go to LJ house to bathe. Haiz...
But then, it just rained after so fucking long never rain.
This is life...
Fucked up days ended by this rain finally...
Hot weather of a human temperature, dust flying around like nobody's business, no water in house...
Finally today it rained and the water is fixed at the same time. LOL!
I hope better luck will come.. ^^
Life, full with fucks, is life.
Life, with fucks to a certain extend, is a perfect life.
Yesterday, our water tank dried up again. So tension... Today morning had to go to LJ house to bathe. Haiz...
But then, it just rained after so fucking long never rain.
This is life...
Fucked up days ended by this rain finally...
Hot weather of a human temperature, dust flying around like nobody's business, no water in house...
Finally today it rained and the water is fixed at the same time. LOL!
I hope better luck will come.. ^^
Friday, November 6, 2009
大热天
这几个星期，天气实在很热。很难想象每一天都是37度左右。
欧洲和美国现在是冬天，而且今年比较早下雪。
可是偏偏我这里是爪哇岛南部，离澳洲很近，而澳洲现在是大夏天……
所以现在这里很热！
每一天不需要做运动也会流汗。
最近啊，看到朋友一个一个变成一对一对。
觉得自己好失败，每一天对着电脑过生活，活在不是人生的生活。
可是这些事情不是你要就要的，环境其实比心意更有影响力。
我一向来都想找女子的，可是由于环境的影响……唉！
不止是这样，连天气都来插手。
天气热，产生精子慢一点，也就……
热！热阿！
Monday, November 2, 2009
theme changed again..
just a short post here..
i just changed theme again.. now the theme is: everything has 2 sides depends on how you look at it.
good day :)
i just changed theme again.. now the theme is: everything has 2 sides depends on how you look at it.
good day :)
十一月的片头曲
进入十一月了！好快又到年尾了。
为我的部格设了新主题。这个月的主题很简单，就只是十一月的日历。可是，我竟然找不到适当的颜色来填《织梦巷》三个字。所以眼睛睁大一点才能看到……
过去的十月发生了很多事。
最重要的，是2.1考试。考试完啦！2.1完啦！大学第二年已经16.67%过了。
在接下来还有成绩揭晓了。三个成绩，都很满足很满意。
然后还有就是开始玩新游戏……
然后还有（不管我事的）一个学妹发生“故障”回家去了……
很精彩的一个月。
当然，最精彩的是，我的《十月篇》写好了！能够成功写完是一大成就！
刚刚和senior打dota回来。我们请了william ray cassidy来助阵，因为我们缺少第五个队友。结果合作得很愉快。不知为什么今晚大家的表现都很好，几乎从来都没有这么好。
想象一下，有超过5次的gang fight，都有人红命逃走，然后转身回来杀敌……平时有一次也够力了，今晚却超过5次！
所以现在很high，睡不着觉。
为我的部格设了新主题。这个月的主题很简单，就只是十一月的日历。可是，我竟然找不到适当的颜色来填《织梦巷》三个字。所以眼睛睁大一点才能看到……
过去的十月发生了很多事。
最重要的，是2.1考试。考试完啦！2.1完啦！大学第二年已经16.67%过了。
在接下来还有成绩揭晓了。三个成绩，都很满足很满意。
然后还有就是开始玩新游戏……
然后还有（不管我事的）一个学妹发生“故障”回家去了……
很精彩的一个月。
当然，最精彩的是，我的《十月篇》写好了！能够成功写完是一大成就！
刚刚和senior打dota回来。我们请了william ray cassidy来助阵，因为我们缺少第五个队友。结果合作得很愉快。不知为什么今晚大家的表现都很好，几乎从来都没有这么好。
想象一下，有超过5次的gang fight，都有人红命逃走，然后转身回来杀敌……平时有一次也够力了，今晚却超过5次！
所以现在很high，睡不着觉。
Saturday, October 31, 2009
其果已熟，何人来赏？
秋风刺骨，思念割心。冷夜独睡，更添其寂。
乡外中秋，乐趣其中。佳节已过，佳人难寻。
游子四海，织梦偶颠。落叶着地，情醉何故。
花开花落，情仇难了。光阴不停，情断难续。
缘尽魂断，缘原不绝。每逢佳节，其乐深感。
苦能成乐，缘思为主。喜怒哀乐，不可忘中。
可笑我命，天不顺我。风水轮流，善恶不定。
两者兼施，缘于其中。事已了了，风亦飘飘。
强敌当前，忙不乐乎。孤人迎战，谁不望伴？
欲有所成，其苦难埃。艰若狱火，欲速过关。
宠物森林，缤纷阔叶。阔叶遮阳，自不量力。
雨过天晴，难毕乐继。岁月匆匆，鬓毛发白。
欢乐速去，乐尽苦来。万物相连，乐苦乃缘。
烛残火弱，亦能照明。蓦然回首，伊人不见。
人生旅程，前程似空。道宽世窄，路人似识。
独行路尽，梦破事终。其果已熟，何人来赏？
乡外中秋，乐趣其中。佳节已过，佳人难寻。
游子四海，织梦偶颠。落叶着地，情醉何故。
花开花落，情仇难了。光阴不停，情断难续。
缘尽魂断，缘原不绝。每逢佳节，其乐深感。
苦能成乐，缘思为主。喜怒哀乐，不可忘中。
可笑我命，天不顺我。风水轮流，善恶不定。
两者兼施，缘于其中。事已了了，风亦飘飘。
强敌当前，忙不乐乎。孤人迎战，谁不望伴？
欲有所成，其苦难埃。艰若狱火，欲速过关。
宠物森林，缤纷阔叶。阔叶遮阳，自不量力。
雨过天晴，难毕乐继。岁月匆匆，鬓毛发白。
欢乐速去，乐尽苦来。万物相连，乐苦乃缘。
烛残火弱，亦能照明。蓦然回首，伊人不见。
人生旅程，前程似空。道宽世窄，路人似识。
独行路尽，梦破事终。其果已熟，何人来赏？
独行路尽，梦破事终。
Finally 31 October has come!
So today marks the end of my October Poem...
I have been struggling to write this seriously, especially during exam days when nothing happened in that period. But still I would come out with a title, which become a sentence in the poem, everyday.
I will post it on the 32th post, which is the 32th sentence of it.
This job is very hard, because I cannot predict what happen the next day, so I cannot plan what to write as the title, which is the content of the poem. Everything is about twisting words and adding spice. Some posts have little relation with the title, but for sure the title has a part in the post.
Okay, enough of this first..
Today is 31, so as usual, ICE CREAM! Heavenly... :D
Indonesia is better than Malaysia in this case, because Indonesia has discount every 15 and the last day of every month, unlike Malaysia which has discount only on 31th (as far as I know.. I am not updated so I don't know whether this rule is changed..)
And I supposed to buy a dozen of orange juice for our "family" but so stupid that I took the wrong one, the 12 boxes of juice are Jus Jeruk Mandarin.... At first I pour out, I see the colour why damn chocolate one.. Then I drink.. Different heh? Then only I realise... ZZZZzzzz.......
Sad...
Well, first week of Block 2.2 has passed. I must not santai anymore. It is time to wake up and get to work!
So today marks the end of my October Poem...
I have been struggling to write this seriously, especially during exam days when nothing happened in that period. But still I would come out with a title, which become a sentence in the poem, everyday.
I will post it on the 32th post, which is the 32th sentence of it.
This job is very hard, because I cannot predict what happen the next day, so I cannot plan what to write as the title, which is the content of the poem. Everything is about twisting words and adding spice. Some posts have little relation with the title, but for sure the title has a part in the post.
Okay, enough of this first..
Today is 31, so as usual, ICE CREAM! Heavenly... :D
Indonesia is better than Malaysia in this case, because Indonesia has discount every 15 and the last day of every month, unlike Malaysia which has discount only on 31th (as far as I know.. I am not updated so I don't know whether this rule is changed..)
And I supposed to buy a dozen of orange juice for our "family" but so stupid that I took the wrong one, the 12 boxes of juice are Jus Jeruk Mandarin.... At first I pour out, I see the colour why damn chocolate one.. Then I drink.. Different heh? Then only I realise... ZZZZzzzz.......
Sad...
Well, first week of Block 2.2 has passed. I must not santai anymore. It is time to wake up and get to work!
道宽世窄，路人似识。
today morning still got class, from 7am to 11am. then as usual, play game.
today had some fucked up moment. play until evening, suddenly they did maintainence due to some discovery of bug. so ok la, can sleep.
after that continue game lo..
when i did not know what to do in game, i simply go join people to fight. then from there some "roster changes" happen due to some internal problem lol..
so in my new team, only i know.. 2 of them are malaysians! lol!
so we started talking and.. LOL! we all are from kedah, and more geng 1, we all born in alor star. =.=
sometimes the world is so small right?
today had some fucked up moment. play until evening, suddenly they did maintainence due to some discovery of bug. so ok la, can sleep.
after that continue game lo..
when i did not know what to do in game, i simply go join people to fight. then from there some "roster changes" happen due to some internal problem lol..
so in my new team, only i know.. 2 of them are malaysians! lol!
so we started talking and.. LOL! we all are from kedah, and more geng 1, we all born in alor star. =.=
sometimes the world is so small right?
Friday, October 30, 2009
人生旅程，前程似空。
aiya... yesterday no time to write and now only remember to write..
yesterday was a day with.. nothing.. as usual...
morning had a fucky tutorial, some lectures and a failed lab session..
not meaning that the session is a failure, just that.. our group failed to get the results for what we supposed to do lol..
tutorial was pure raped.. the tutor damn pro, asking me to switch place to sit in between prass and laili.. what to do? nothing..
haiz... first week almost gone dy..
yesterday was a day with.. nothing.. as usual...
morning had a fucky tutorial, some lectures and a failed lab session..
not meaning that the session is a failure, just that.. our group failed to get the results for what we supposed to do lol..
tutorial was pure raped.. the tutor damn pro, asking me to switch place to sit in between prass and laili.. what to do? nothing..
haiz... first week almost gone dy..
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
蓦然回首，伊人不见。
Today is a fucked up day yet a free day.
Why??
Because today supposed to have 1 lecture at 7am, but we were told that it is postponed to tomorrow, so ok, fine, no problem, and at 8am there supposed to have a skills lab session, which is the only class today.
But when I reached campus, only I found out that it was postponed too.
Shit.
So today actually is a holiday for me.
Haiz..
Life goes on single-batangly.. And gaming has become part of my life LOL.
I think gaming has become part of my life since long time ago...
No girl, what to do? Gaming.
So life is not bored afterall. Who says men need girls? LOL!
Why??
Because today supposed to have 1 lecture at 7am, but we were told that it is postponed to tomorrow, so ok, fine, no problem, and at 8am there supposed to have a skills lab session, which is the only class today.
But when I reached campus, only I found out that it was postponed too.
Shit.
So today actually is a holiday for me.
Haiz..
Life goes on single-batangly.. And gaming has become part of my life LOL.
I think gaming has become part of my life since long time ago...
No girl, what to do? Gaming.
So life is not bored afterall. Who says men need girls? LOL!
烛残火弱，亦能照明。
Again, a delayed post, because last night was full with activities.
Yesterday was Perkedil's birthday. So we had our professional chefs to prepare the dinner and then only we invited perkedil. The food was nice, as usual, and the cake was nice too. lol. Best part is he damn sporting and let us apply facial mask on him.
After that went to rumah mirota to play dota, first time after so long I got 0 kill in a game. XD
Damn funny.
Talking about campus life, this block is almost as free as previous one.
But one thing I observed is... I have improved!
At least when Dr Cahyani asked me questions I can answer. YAY!
But, still long way to go..... =.=
Yesterday was Perkedil's birthday. So we had our professional chefs to prepare the dinner and then only we invited perkedil. The food was nice, as usual, and the cake was nice too. lol. Best part is he damn sporting and let us apply facial mask on him.
After that went to rumah mirota to play dota, first time after so long I got 0 kill in a game. XD
Damn funny.
Talking about campus life, this block is almost as free as previous one.
But one thing I observed is... I have improved!
At least when Dr Cahyani asked me questions I can answer. YAY!
But, still long way to go..... =.=
Monday, October 26, 2009
万物相连，乐苦乃缘。
Today is the first day of Block 2.2. So we started the block and the day with a 7am Overview.
But after waiting for 15 minutes, there was still no sign of the lecturer coming. I started worry whether this stupid lecture would be postponed.
Nah, luckily she came.
And then had a fucked up tutorial session, because everyone just got tutorial book before tutorial. How to be ready la?
But still can use some knowledge to answer a little bit question.
And then, the climax of the day...
Results of Block 1.6 is out!
But have to check through intranet la, not pasted on notice board.
Usually I would delay this and check as late as I can. But this time I thought: check now or later also same (last time also think like this), so why not know the truth earlier and accept it (and not like last time "why not happy for a few days first").
And..
Yea, satisfied!
Even Yan Yi kept asking me WHY I LOOKED SO HAPPY after I checked it. :D
I am happy, but am I SOOOO happy?
So I think.. Praying is important. During this Raya break I went to Penang with my family to pray at a few places. Now, after that, results of remedials are nice, 1.6 also nice. Although.. 2.1 exam was screwed, but who knows the results may be good? :D
So, must believe this la..
But after waiting for 15 minutes, there was still no sign of the lecturer coming. I started worry whether this stupid lecture would be postponed.
Nah, luckily she came.
And then had a fucked up tutorial session, because everyone just got tutorial book before tutorial. How to be ready la?
But still can use some knowledge to answer a little bit question.
And then, the climax of the day...
Results of Block 1.6 is out!
But have to check through intranet la, not pasted on notice board.
Usually I would delay this and check as late as I can. But this time I thought: check now or later also same (last time also think like this), so why not know the truth earlier and accept it (and not like last time "why not happy for a few days first").
And..
Yea, satisfied!
Even Yan Yi kept asking me WHY I LOOKED SO HAPPY after I checked it. :D
I am happy, but am I SOOOO happy?
So I think.. Praying is important. During this Raya break I went to Penang with my family to pray at a few places. Now, after that, results of remedials are nice, 1.6 also nice. Although.. 2.1 exam was screwed, but who knows the results may be good? :D
So, must believe this la..
~缘~
欢乐速去，乐尽苦来。
Today is the LAST day before Block 2.2 starts. Sigh, so MUCH holiday after exam...
What to do? DOCTOR's life ma..
Today they had pool competition, and our batch people got number 1 and 2, beating hottest pool master like big Aaron etc. First place goes to 二哥, and second place, our house mate Kenny. Tharan got knocked out at group stage because of lack of luck. In 1 of the games he lost, he pocket every ball and just left the 8 ball, while the opponent got 7 balls left. Like that also can lose. LOL! Pity him. Timmy also got knocked at group stage...
Nah, hectic life beins again.
Although I usually relax only until week 4 or 5 or even 6, I still feel guilty ... and busy with reports and tutorials. So, hectic it is.
Bye, tomorrow start the new block with a 7am lecture. ><
What to do? DOCTOR's life ma..
Today they had pool competition, and our batch people got number 1 and 2, beating hottest pool master like big Aaron etc. First place goes to 二哥, and second place, our house mate Kenny. Tharan got knocked out at group stage because of lack of luck. In 1 of the games he lost, he pocket every ball and just left the 8 ball, while the opponent got 7 balls left. Like that also can lose. LOL! Pity him. Timmy also got knocked at group stage...
Nah, hectic life beins again.
Although I usually relax only until week 4 or 5 or even 6, I still feel guilty ... and busy with reports and tutorials. So, hectic it is.
Bye, tomorrow start the new block with a 7am lecture. ><
Sunday, October 25, 2009
岁月匆匆，鬓毛发白。
Today is the first day of post-exam day.
I couldn't tahan so I slept till afternoon. Yes, I have been sleeping late, because I played game every night till 3am. XD
At 1pm we had DotA match with regular. This time at least better, the winning percentage is.. 50%.
The best part is, after some quarrel we turned a losing game to win. =.=
Dinner at Parsley, and then chill again.
Not much things happen recently....
I couldn't tahan so I slept till afternoon. Yes, I have been sleeping late, because I played game every night till 3am. XD
At 1pm we had DotA match with regular. This time at least better, the winning percentage is.. 50%.
The best part is, after some quarrel we turned a losing game to win. =.=
Dinner at Parsley, and then chill again.
Not much things happen recently....
Saturday, October 24, 2009
雨过天晴，难毕乐继。
Yesterday too busy again. =_=
This post is for yesterday, again. -_-
Yesterday's exam was... a pile of shit. But what important is everything after the exam: the joy, the fun, and.. the result. True, result is always after the exam, and result is important.
So dinner in Ikan Bakar, together after so long but without chew and tharan.
After that, continue my game again.....
That's all for yesterday. :)
This post is for yesterday, again. -_-
Yesterday's exam was... a pile of shit. But what important is everything after the exam: the joy, the fun, and.. the result. True, result is always after the exam, and result is important.
So dinner in Ikan Bakar, together after so long but without chew and tharan.
After that, continue my game again.....
That's all for yesterday. :)
Friday, October 23, 2009
阔叶遮阳，自不量力。
昨晚忘记写。太忙了吧。这一篇应该是昨天的。
虽然今天考试，可是到了昨天还是没心情读书。
考试过后有好多事情可以做。期待-ing……
现在做最后的冲力！
（好像我很能读书那样……）
先走了。
虽然今天考试，可是到了昨天还是没心情读书。
考试过后有好多事情可以做。期待-ing……
现在做最后的冲力！
（好像我很能读书那样……）
先走了。
Thursday, October 22, 2009
宠物森林，缤纷阔叶。
真的不知道要写什么了。考试前的生活很单调。所以现在就介绍一下这几天一直在玩的网上游戏：如题！
游戏名字是宠物森林，服侍器命是缤纷阔叶。
怎样开始的呢？
在facebook看到朋友的profile有，然后开来看看，就试试玩看。结果就每天在玩乐。
虽然我星期五（后天）有考试，可是我还不停地玩。为什么呢？因为它防止我睡觉。没有睡觉就有机会读书。有读书就……嗯。
虽然半玩半读并不如100%读书那么强，但总比睡觉好。不是吗？
宠物森林是一个MMORPG，就是说一大堆人一起打的。有四个角色：战士、法师、祭祀（補命）和游侠（弓箭手）。游戏很简单，可以放角色自动打架，所以可以读书。哈哈！
这个游戏名字有宠物，因为我们可以捉宠物，然后帮我们打架……
简单的游戏，虽然需要时间，但能助我读书，不错。
就可惜没有朋友玩……
目前只有一个朋友玩，而我们在里面结婚了……很gay，因为我玩女角色……
还有谁要玩吗？XD
游戏名字是宠物森林，服侍器命是缤纷阔叶。
怎样开始的呢？
在facebook看到朋友的profile有，然后开来看看，就试试玩看。结果就每天在玩乐。
虽然我星期五（后天）有考试，可是我还不停地玩。为什么呢？因为它防止我睡觉。没有睡觉就有机会读书。有读书就……嗯。
虽然半玩半读并不如100%读书那么强，但总比睡觉好。不是吗？
宠物森林是一个MMORPG，就是说一大堆人一起打的。有四个角色：战士、法师、祭祀（補命）和游侠（弓箭手）。游戏很简单，可以放角色自动打架，所以可以读书。哈哈！
这个游戏名字有宠物，因为我们可以捉宠物，然后帮我们打架……
简单的游戏，虽然需要时间，但能助我读书，不错。
就可惜没有朋友玩……
目前只有一个朋友玩，而我们在里面结婚了……很gay，因为我玩女角色……
还有谁要玩吗？XD
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
艰若狱火，欲速过关。
Another hot day... I heard that weather report state that the temperature is 37 Celcius. Speechless.....
Today going to study finish all lectures. So after this I still have Lab Manual, and Skills Lab. Sounds so relaxing..
So pity la have to study in such condition. Hot, Boring, Difficult, and A Lot to study.
OmG Continue stuDYING!
Today going to study finish all lectures. So after this I still have Lab Manual, and Skills Lab. Sounds so relaxing..
So pity la have to study in such condition. Hot, Boring, Difficult, and A Lot to study.
OmG Continue stuDYING!
欲有所成，其苦难埃。
Exam coming soon is making me nothing new to write here...
Very sad.
Everyday I still play games, a lot. Because studying is boring.
I feel like.. going to remed only.
These few days very fucking hot. Don't know why even the weather is so torturing..
Haiz...
Feel like the world is against me.
Very sad.
Everyday I still play games, a lot. Because studying is boring.
I feel like.. going to remed only.
These few days very fucking hot. Don't know why even the weather is so torturing..
Haiz...
Feel like the world is against me.
Monday, October 19, 2009
孤人迎战，谁不望伴？
Exam is getting nearer...
Today is Sunday already and I am still blur. Haiz. I think I am hopeless already unless these few days suddenly my spirit is mutated.
Suddenly I count, I have been sleeping for only 4 hours a day for a few days! All because of.. playing game. Now really cannot tahan already, this is the last thing I do tonight besides shutting down laptop and closing light.
Today isthe first day of 9th emperor thing and I should eat vege. But hard to eat vege here la, so sorry la...
Sleepy... Bye!
Today is Sunday already and I am still blur. Haiz. I think I am hopeless already unless these few days suddenly my spirit is mutated.
Suddenly I count, I have been sleeping for only 4 hours a day for a few days! All because of.. playing game. Now really cannot tahan already, this is the last thing I do tonight besides shutting down laptop and closing light.
Today isthe first day of 9th emperor thing and I should eat vege. But hard to eat vege here la, so sorry la...
Sleepy... Bye!
Sunday, October 18, 2009
强敌当前，忙不乐乎。
Yesterday was too lazy to write...
Yesterday was Deepavali..! And we had celebration at our house.
The most important thing in celebrating something is: have fun. Second one is: FOOD.
So we had friends who cooked, and the food was nice.
Then whole day play game. As if exam never exist.
At night had some crazy moments, but cannot talk la here, they are secret forever except for some parts of it.
Still lazy to write it long. ><
Yesterday was Deepavali..! And we had celebration at our house.
The most important thing in celebrating something is: have fun. Second one is: FOOD.
So we had friends who cooked, and the food was nice.
Then whole day play game. As if exam never exist.
At night had some crazy moments, but cannot talk la here, they are secret forever except for some parts of it.
Still lazy to write it long. ><
Friday, October 16, 2009
事已了了，风亦飘飘。
Today is the last day of Block 2.1, also marks the end of 1/6 of 2nd year excluding exams.
Honestly I will miss this block, almost everyday can come back home before noon.
Haiz.......
So 6th week finished, now only exam awaiting.
Why I am writing today's post at this time, even without anything BIG happen? I don't know.
Maybe.. I just feel that I need you to talk to, chat with you... ...
I don't know who to chat when I open MSN and see the list.
You are not online. Since long time ago.
Well, I just want to share something.
Oh, water is back and hopefully it will last forever, or at least 5 years.
Honestly I will miss this block, almost everyday can come back home before noon.
Haiz.......
So 6th week finished, now only exam awaiting.
Why I am writing today's post at this time, even without anything BIG happen? I don't know.
Maybe.. I just feel that I need you to talk to, chat with you... ...
I don't know who to chat when I open MSN and see the list.
You are not online. Since long time ago.
Well, I just want to share something.
Oh, water is back and hopefully it will last forever, or at least 5 years.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
两者兼施，缘于其中。
Just another fucked up day... And thank Buddha today had something GREAT besides all the bad things.
The first thing when I entered lecture hall at 7a.m. was:
I was told by many friends, esp Kean Seng I know you kap a lot here, to thank Jun Yi.
Ok, I guess I know what happened.
Because remedial results is out today! This made me think some miles away last night on the bed.
Then I went and check my results since the lecturer still on the way.
1.3 - B, 1.4 - A.
Holy Shit!
Yes, Holy Shit!
Then...
... ...
... ... ...
I grew tension after that when people started to congratulate me. Hell, how come they know this thing damn fast?
I feel guilty and happy. LOL!
Okay, end of fairytale.
When I reached home, after Hartono's lecture was postponed (1st shit thing to happen), no electricity. Fuck.
Then, we went Amplaz and had some shopping, and also ice cream for my examination assistant... Better call them 救命恩人. Nah, I shall not reveal them. Privacy.
Then when we came back, the electric thing was fixed, but the water pump had to be stopped to make the electric normal. Fuck!
Just had water for 24 hours and now.. again.!
After that, Tubby tried to put on hose and.. the fucking pili broke, and water shoot out non stop, and cannot be stopped.
Gone la, already no pump, water flow like this.
Within 20 minutes, the tank was dry.
Fuck,
The first thing when I entered lecture hall at 7a.m. was:
I was told by many friends, esp Kean Seng I know you kap a lot here, to thank Jun Yi.
Ok, I guess I know what happened.
Because remedial results is out today! This made me think some miles away last night on the bed.
Then I went and check my results since the lecturer still on the way.
1.3 - B, 1.4 - A.
Holy Shit!
Yes, Holy Shit!
Then...
... ...
... ... ...
I grew tension after that when people started to congratulate me. Hell, how come they know this thing damn fast?
I feel guilty and happy. LOL!
Okay, end of fairytale.
When I reached home, after Hartono's lecture was postponed (1st shit thing to happen), no electricity. Fuck.
Then, we went Amplaz and had some shopping, and also ice cream for my examination assistant... Better call them 救命恩人. Nah, I shall not reveal them. Privacy.
Then when we came back, the electric thing was fixed, but the water pump had to be stopped to make the electric normal. Fuck!
Just had water for 24 hours and now.. again.!
After that, Tubby tried to put on hose and.. the fucking pili broke, and water shoot out non stop, and cannot be stopped.
Gone la, already no pump, water flow like this.
Within 20 minutes, the tank was dry.
Fuck,
风水轮流，善恶不定。
Last night could not sign in so now only I wrote for yesterday.
Considered a good day, the skills lab and lecture got to go back 10 minutes earlier from time.
Then Tharan, Jai and Inn Hou involved in resurrecting my motor.
Then went to bengkel to service motor.
Charged the battery (going to take back later ><) and changed the "pussy".
And water at home was fixed.
Finally can shit at my house. :)
Block exam is really coming soon. 1 week more only.
Considered a good day, the skills lab and lecture got to go back 10 minutes earlier from time.
Then Tharan, Jai and Inn Hou involved in resurrecting my motor.
Then went to bengkel to service motor.
Charged the battery (going to take back later ><) and changed the "pussy".
And water at home was fixed.
Finally can shit at my house. :)
Block exam is really coming soon. 1 week more only.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
可笑我命，天不顺我。
Today, I mean 13 Oct, is a damn fucked up day.
Woke up in the morning, there is no water in our house. The pump has gone.
So without any washing/bathing/pee/shit, we had to went to campus.
Then when I wanted to come back from campus, my motor couldn't start. Early diagnosis by Tubby was battery gone.
And that time was raining like shit.
So I bathed in rain settling my motor, and spent Rp10k to come back home.
Then, I had to kept my bladder and colon the whole day.
Until at night only went to Lian Jae's house to bathe.
Fuck.
And due to lack of water, I cannot study.
So whole day I played a game online.
Woke up in the morning, there is no water in our house. The pump has gone.
So without any washing/bathing/pee/shit, we had to went to campus.
Then when I wanted to come back from campus, my motor couldn't start. Early diagnosis by Tubby was battery gone.
And that time was raining like shit.
So I bathed in rain settling my motor, and spent Rp10k to come back home.
Then, I had to kept my bladder and colon the whole day.
Until at night only went to Lian Jae's house to bathe.
Fuck.
And due to lack of water, I cannot study.
So whole day I played a game online.
Monday, October 12, 2009
喜怒哀乐，不可忘中。
前几个月就和朋友解释过以下的内容：
我说：做什么事都不可要求太好，也不可太差。凡事以中为佳。
现在我要写的，就是 中 。
汉语词典有“中庸”一词。
中庸是一种高尚品德，叫人不奢侈，叫人不堕落。
中，为什么那么好呢？
当一个人所得的太多或太少，他灵魂所存的道德就会被影响。
生活上有许多例子。
为什么收贿赂的不是中等收入的人，而是富有的？因为当一个人得到的太多，他就会贪得无厌，得寸进尺。而当一个人太穷时，他则会打枪、抢劫、偷窃。
惟有所谓的“小康”之人，才会过着平庸的生活，与世无争。
佛说：万物皆空。正合“中”意！
而“中”这个字，也已经代表着中。
看它中间那一竖，不偏不倚，不左不右，从上至下。这，就是中。
为什么汉人的国家不叫汉国，不叫华国，而叫中国？
因为，“中”是汉语中最高尚的字。
而中国英文称之为China，而非Midland，是因为……这是我们华人的秘密，我们只让其他国家看我们作Chinese的国家，而不懂我们语言其中的秘密。
我说：做什么事都不可要求太好，也不可太差。凡事以中为佳。现在我要写的，就是 中 。
汉语词典有“中庸”一词。
中庸是一种高尚品德，叫人不奢侈，叫人不堕落。
中，为什么那么好呢？
当一个人所得的太多或太少，他灵魂所存的道德就会被影响。
生活上有许多例子。
为什么收贿赂的不是中等收入的人，而是富有的？因为当一个人得到的太多，他就会贪得无厌，得寸进尺。而当一个人太穷时，他则会打枪、抢劫、偷窃。
惟有所谓的“小康”之人，才会过着平庸的生活，与世无争。
佛说：万物皆空。正合“中”意！
而“中”这个字，也已经代表着中。
看它中间那一竖，不偏不倚，不左不右，从上至下。这，就是中。
为什么汉人的国家不叫汉国，不叫华国，而叫中国？
因为，“中”是汉语中最高尚的字。
而中国英文称之为China，而非Midland，是因为……这是我们华人的秘密，我们只让其他国家看我们作Chinese的国家，而不懂我们语言其中的秘密。
Sunday, October 11, 2009
苦能成乐，缘思为主。
If we know how and what to think, this world is wonderful...
When A and B reacts, and the product of the reaction is boiled in purified water, we will get C. When C is exposed in the air, it will eventually become D, which has foul egg smell.
What is A, B, C and D?
Yes, just think, but not too hard.
I personally think that I like thinking, but I am lazy. So when it comes to academic thingy, I am a goner.
For me, everything can be related to something.
An example. When I received my IC when I was 12, I had this thinking: damn nice my number! My IC number is 5409, which I think it is 5+4=09.
I think this is why my novel and poem got their prizes. *sweet memory*
And also I think this is what making me a good drafter in DotA. HAHAHA!
No jokes man, I drafted Crystal Maiden months before she became a top pick/ban. And I drafted Vengeful Spirit almost a year ago and now she is constantly picked.
Oh shit, I am so lazy want to study!!!
When A and B reacts, and the product of the reaction is boiled in purified water, we will get C. When C is exposed in the air, it will eventually become D, which has foul egg smell.
What is A, B, C and D?
Yes, just think, but not too hard.
I personally think that I like thinking, but I am lazy. So when it comes to academic thingy, I am a goner.
For me, everything can be related to something.
An example. When I received my IC when I was 12, I had this thinking: damn nice my number! My IC number is 5409, which I think it is 5+4=09.
I think this is why my novel and poem got their prizes. *sweet memory*
And also I think this is what making me a good drafter in DotA. HAHAHA!
No jokes man, I drafted Crystal Maiden months before she became a top pick/ban. And I drafted Vengeful Spirit almost a year ago and now she is constantly picked.
Oh shit, I am so lazy want to study!!!
每逢佳节，其乐深感。
这一篇应该在十月十日写的，可是晚上一直忙到现在。
十月十日星期六，PKPMI-CY很好心出钱给我们举办中秋晚会。虽然原本的中秋节是在上个星期六，但是看到灯笼四处挂，发射出隐隐烛光，还是很有中秋味道。
昨晚Vignes有告诉我说我会是中秋晚会的MC，可是他半点关于这个晚会的东西都没有跟我讲，我就以为他在开玩笑。
哪里知道，我六点多到FK时，senior也叫我做MC，我才知道这个不是玩笑。
可是我什么都没有准备呀！
可笑的是，没有人知道嫦娥奔月的故事。最后只好由我和Xiang Wei姐姐一起在那边讲废话。
废话完毕，就吃晚餐咯！晚餐很不错，就可惜太少饭了。十千块很值得！
过后就玩游戏了。我忘记写名字，所以随意乱加入Lian Jae的组。
有我的组，自然是最强的。
第一个游戏站是puzzle，拼到很够力。
第二个是形容卡片上的字，然后猜。很够力，因为题目是自己组员出的，也出到很难。
第三个是演出卡片上的字，玩到最高分！
第四个是猜谜，也是玩到最高分！
所以嘛，我们的组赢了，奖品是一个月饼，十多个人分。 ………………
过后有月饼和三文治吃。吃了很多三文治，够爽啊！
不错，今晚很高兴。
过后就去和senior打DotA。
终于打DotA了！休息了差不多三个星期，手都不熟了。现在玩起来很过瘾！
嗯，好啦！在这里写下一些我还记得的谜语。（很光荣因为我独自赚了总共超过十分！）
1. 百步蛇、锦蛇、蟒蛇，哪一种蛇最长？
2. 熊猫和斑马永远达不到的愿望是什么？
答案：
1. 百步蛇，因为三个字。
2. 拍彩色照。
还有很多，忘了。
十月十日星期六，PKPMI-CY很好心出钱给我们举办中秋晚会。虽然原本的中秋节是在上个星期六，但是看到灯笼四处挂，发射出隐隐烛光，还是很有中秋味道。
昨晚Vignes有告诉我说我会是中秋晚会的MC，可是他半点关于这个晚会的东西都没有跟我讲，我就以为他在开玩笑。
哪里知道，我六点多到FK时，senior也叫我做MC，我才知道这个不是玩笑。
可是我什么都没有准备呀！
可笑的是，没有人知道嫦娥奔月的故事。最后只好由我和Xiang Wei姐姐一起在那边讲废话。
废话完毕，就吃晚餐咯！晚餐很不错，就可惜太少饭了。十千块很值得！
过后就玩游戏了。我忘记写名字，所以随意乱加入Lian Jae的组。
有我的组，自然是最强的。
第一个游戏站是puzzle，拼到很够力。
第二个是形容卡片上的字，然后猜。很够力，因为题目是自己组员出的，也出到很难。
第三个是演出卡片上的字，玩到最高分！
第四个是猜谜，也是玩到最高分！
所以嘛，我们的组赢了，奖品是一个月饼，十多个人分。 ………………
过后有月饼和三文治吃。吃了很多三文治，够爽啊！
不错，今晚很高兴。
过后就去和senior打DotA。
终于打DotA了！休息了差不多三个星期，手都不熟了。现在玩起来很过瘾！
嗯，好啦！在这里写下一些我还记得的谜语。（很光荣因为我独自赚了总共超过十分！）
1. 百步蛇、锦蛇、蟒蛇，哪一种蛇最长？
2. 熊猫和斑马永远达不到的愿望是什么？
答案：
1. 百步蛇，因为三个字。
2. 拍彩色照。
还有很多，忘了。
Friday, October 9, 2009
缘尽魂断，缘原不绝。
人与人之间的缘分是无法解释的。
有人说，这一世一个人的父母在他前世欠了他不少，在这一世弥补上一世的过错。
有人说，这一世一个人的朋友是他前世的敌人，在这一世要培养感情。
可是谁的道理才对？
我和一个朋友的缘分，我自己觉得不只是普通朋友的缘分。
这一个朋友已经认识他数年了。我们的关系很好，更准确地说，曾经很好，曾经不好，曾经发生过一些风暴。
如果说，这一生的朋友是上一世的敌人，那么我觉得我和这一个朋友就像曹操和关羽吧。两人间有些友情，可是国事上是敌人。
我们之间曾经有些争斗。
结果酿成悲剧。
直到我被彻底打败了风方静浪方平。
可是我自己知道，事情发生后，伤口怎么样都会留下疤痕。
任钱或权我都不是他的对手。
可是为什么他是我的对手？不是，我们是朋友。我也从来没想过把这一个朋友当对手。
可是缘分注定，他是我最好的朋友，他是我最劲的对手。
这一个朋友是谁？不管你猜什么人，我都会告诉你，你的答案，错了。
所以啊，缘分是很奇特的。
如果人类能够破解前世今生这个谜，如果人类能够解释缘分……好精彩呀！
有人说，这一世一个人的父母在他前世欠了他不少，在这一世弥补上一世的过错。
有人说，这一世一个人的朋友是他前世的敌人，在这一世要培养感情。
可是谁的道理才对？
我和一个朋友的缘分，我自己觉得不只是普通朋友的缘分。
这一个朋友已经认识他数年了。我们的关系很好，更准确地说，曾经很好，曾经不好，曾经发生过一些风暴。
如果说，这一生的朋友是上一世的敌人，那么我觉得我和这一个朋友就像曹操和关羽吧。两人间有些友情，可是国事上是敌人。
我们之间曾经有些争斗。
结果酿成悲剧。
直到我被彻底打败了风方静浪方平。
可是我自己知道，事情发生后，伤口怎么样都会留下疤痕。
任钱或权我都不是他的对手。
可是为什么他是我的对手？不是，我们是朋友。我也从来没想过把这一个朋友当对手。
可是缘分注定，他是我最好的朋友，他是我最劲的对手。
这一个朋友是谁？不管你猜什么人，我都会告诉你，你的答案，错了。
所以啊，缘分是很奇特的。
如果人类能够破解前世今生这个谜，如果人类能够解释缘分……好精彩呀！
Thursday, October 8, 2009
光阴不停，情断难续。
This week is reaching its end, indicating Block Exam is around the corner. One word: FUCK!
In less than 2 weeks time I will have my Block Exam, with more than 30 lectures untouched and lab manual plus skill lab books unread.
So what am I doing now?
I am trying to get myself into them!
After sleeping for whole afternoon for almost three hours, I cannot feel sleepy reading lecture slides. HAHAHAHA!
But the more important point is whether I can concentrate and absorb them. Can I? I try.
So, matematically, I must finish 3 lectures in 1 day, with everything memorized in mind. Actually with the time I have, I should be able to do it. But the problem is MY STAMINA is not GOOD. So as I study for half and hour or so, I begin restless. So I would go around on internet and end up wasting time.
Like now.
Oh FUCK, maybe I have lost my touch.
I miss those days where I could wake up early in the morning to study...
I miss those days where I signed in MSN and then chat with a specific person and at the same time gaining ENERGY to study...
Who will be the next person to make me the ME like that? Come on I need this person! I fear that I really fail...
In less than 2 weeks time I will have my Block Exam, with more than 30 lectures untouched and lab manual plus skill lab books unread.
So what am I doing now?
I am trying to get myself into them!
After sleeping for whole afternoon for almost three hours, I cannot feel sleepy reading lecture slides. HAHAHAHA!
But the more important point is whether I can concentrate and absorb them. Can I? I try.
So, matematically, I must finish 3 lectures in 1 day, with everything memorized in mind. Actually with the time I have, I should be able to do it. But the problem is MY STAMINA is not GOOD. So as I study for half and hour or so, I begin restless. So I would go around on internet and end up wasting time.
Like now.
Oh FUCK, maybe I have lost my touch.
I miss those days where I could wake up early in the morning to study...
I miss those days where I signed in MSN and then chat with a specific person and at the same time gaining ENERGY to study...
Who will be the next person to make me the ME like that? Come on I need this person! I fear that I really fail...
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
花开花落，情仇难了。
有一种蛙类，遇到敌人时会深深吸气，鼓起身子来恐吓敌人。
世界上发生过这么一个悲剧：
一个平静的池塘，上面浮着千万具这种蛙类不完整的尸体！原因是它们过度吸气而导致爆炸。
量腹而食，度身而衣。
生活中从最细小的事件直至最庞大的计划，都逃不过这句话。
早上醒来要刷牙洗脸，不量腹而食而挤了一大把牙膏，刷牙还成话吗？
所以呀，做任何决定，都要先了解自己的能耐。
虽然有时候自己的要求会高一些，无所谓，那只是目标。如果达不到而自己已经尽力，应该学习满足，而不是牢牢抓住不放。
生活本来就不是风平浪静的。要知道自己是否能够迎面抵挡风浪，如若不能就找个地方避一避。
曾经有这回事：一个男人为了更显出其男人味，服用了太多“增大品”，结果导致阴茎血管爆破而永远站不起。
曾经有这回事：足球场上比赛中途有球员暴毙。
曾经有这回事：失恋者过度伤心，最后选择死亡。
还有很多事，如果在事情未发生之前，先对自己的能量做一个测量，再决定自己是否能够承担其后果，那么悲剧就不会发生。
春天花开，秋天花落，都只是量力而为。当植物有能力开花时，那是在春天和夏天。秋天和冬天来临时，植物没有能力开花，就让花叶飘落也无所谓。
生活不一定要永远开着灿烂的花朵，有时候花落才能解决问题。
觉得世事有时候很好笑……
世界上发生过这么一个悲剧：
一个平静的池塘，上面浮着千万具这种蛙类不完整的尸体！原因是它们过度吸气而导致爆炸。
量腹而食，度身而衣。
生活中从最细小的事件直至最庞大的计划，都逃不过这句话。
早上醒来要刷牙洗脸，不量腹而食而挤了一大把牙膏，刷牙还成话吗？
所以呀，做任何决定，都要先了解自己的能耐。
虽然有时候自己的要求会高一些，无所谓，那只是目标。如果达不到而自己已经尽力，应该学习满足，而不是牢牢抓住不放。
生活本来就不是风平浪静的。要知道自己是否能够迎面抵挡风浪，如若不能就找个地方避一避。
曾经有这回事：一个男人为了更显出其男人味，服用了太多“增大品”，结果导致阴茎血管爆破而永远站不起。
曾经有这回事：足球场上比赛中途有球员暴毙。
曾经有这回事：失恋者过度伤心，最后选择死亡。
还有很多事，如果在事情未发生之前，先对自己的能量做一个测量，再决定自己是否能够承担其后果，那么悲剧就不会发生。
春天花开，秋天花落，都只是量力而为。当植物有能力开花时，那是在春天和夏天。秋天和冬天来临时，植物没有能力开花，就让花叶飘落也无所谓。
生活不一定要永远开着灿烂的花朵，有时候花落才能解决问题。
觉得世事有时候很好笑……
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
落叶着地，情醉何故。
Oh shit, things have been getting serious and.. I don't know what to say.
There were dramas these few days around the campus and it sounds like the end is coming soon. But what is the end?
Hot topic among us... Gossips here and there... Are these going to be ended?
Surely I will miss this saga.
But it is good for all parties if this is going to end.
People have been laughing at this, meanwhile some think that sympathy is what needed.
So back to the root of everything.
IT IS ALL ABOUT HOW YOU THINK!
Which is the theme of my blog here. And which was asked to be "sensor"ed by hui ying.
Because she thinks the photo is porn. XD
Okay, life is not just about THIS fucking topic.
I have been reading a book very often, and sadly it is facebook.
Exam is coming soon but I still don't know how to start studying.
SHIT.
Maybe I just cannot.
Lack of stimulation speaks all.
Last night watched a Warcraft III replay, Moon vs Focus.
I don't really know who are the top level Warcraft III players in the world, for me they are the same - too pro, except Moon.
He is a level higher than any player in the world (in my fucking opinion), and I just love his replay.
That replay I watched was damn long, almost one hour, with thrilling fights and nice reactions by Moon and nice towers by Focus. He can make his heroes escape with less than 50HP almost everytime. How fast are his fingers? SHIT.
No wonder la, people are paid more than a normal GP to play game.
There were dramas these few days around the campus and it sounds like the end is coming soon. But what is the end?
Hot topic among us... Gossips here and there... Are these going to be ended?
Surely I will miss this saga.
But it is good for all parties if this is going to end.
People have been laughing at this, meanwhile some think that sympathy is what needed.
So back to the root of everything.
IT IS ALL ABOUT HOW YOU THINK!
Which is the theme of my blog here. And which was asked to be "sensor"ed by hui ying.
Because she thinks the photo is porn. XD
Okay, life is not just about THIS fucking topic.
I have been reading a book very often, and sadly it is facebook.
Exam is coming soon but I still don't know how to start studying.
SHIT.
Maybe I just cannot.
Lack of stimulation speaks all.
Last night watched a Warcraft III replay, Moon vs Focus.
I don't really know who are the top level Warcraft III players in the world, for me they are the same - too pro, except Moon.
He is a level higher than any player in the world (in my fucking opinion), and I just love his replay.
That replay I watched was damn long, almost one hour, with thrilling fights and nice reactions by Moon and nice towers by Focus. He can make his heroes escape with less than 50HP almost everytime. How fast are his fingers? SHIT.
No wonder la, people are paid more than a normal GP to play game.
游子四海，织梦偶颠。
Well, the original post is taken away due to some privacy problem. But those who want to know what actually was on the blog can pm me "secretly". Haha...
Anyway I am trying hard to study for Embryology. This is damn hard because the growth of zygote to fetus can only be imagined due to BO LUI to buy book. T_T
Even if I buy book I doubt that I will read. XD
Nah get over this.
I am still wondering how to go through my life.
Seriously I think there is a problem in me.
I am too lazy to be a medical student!
But what to do, have to continue already.
And the shittiest part is.. Where is my stimulation?
So back to this topic again... I am single. LOL!
Ok, replaced this title already.. Should continue embryology now.
Anyway I am trying hard to study for Embryology. This is damn hard because the growth of zygote to fetus can only be imagined due to BO LUI to buy book. T_T
Even if I buy book I doubt that I will read. XD
Nah get over this.
I am still wondering how to go through my life.
Seriously I think there is a problem in me.
I am too lazy to be a medical student!
But what to do, have to continue already.
And the shittiest part is.. Where is my stimulation?
So back to this topic again... I am single. LOL!
Ok, replaced this title already.. Should continue embryology now.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
佳节已过，佳人难寻。
Today is the first Sunday after the Raya break, so I went to temple this morning.
I bet there has been no Malaysian seniors who come to this temple, because everytime we come we are like ... treated a little bit special.
Due to some stupid moments yesterday during IFF, my nose and throat are having good time. Since last night already like this. Damn uncomfortable.
Then when I came back, I could smell curry by Jai already. :D
Yea, today is the first day our house got some cooking!
We had curry chicken, long beans, white vegetable (lol) and egg.
After that we simply played a game of DotA. I alone versus Tharan, Chew, Immie and Jai and I won! :D
What to do, I am pro wad, even my batch jacket stating I'm pro.
Life is still fucked up like before though.
Without a girl friend, for nineteen years and eight months...
I don't know what to say, just pity myself.
Looking at how myself passing these days, without someone beside me..
.....................................................................................................................................!
By the way, I am trying out new stuff, inovated from Jin Yong's books. LOL!
This October, I am making all my blog entries' title a poem when joined together.
It is quite challenging because 31 sentences of related meanings and 4 words comma 4 words full stop is hard.
Hope skill is with me!
I bet there has been no Malaysian seniors who come to this temple, because everytime we come we are like ... treated a little bit special.
Due to some stupid moments yesterday during IFF, my nose and throat are having good time. Since last night already like this. Damn uncomfortable.
Then when I came back, I could smell curry by Jai already. :D
Yea, today is the first day our house got some cooking!
We had curry chicken, long beans, white vegetable (lol) and egg.
After that we simply played a game of DotA. I alone versus Tharan, Chew, Immie and Jai and I won! :D
What to do, I am pro wad, even my batch jacket stating I'm pro.
Life is still fucked up like before though.
Without a girl friend, for nineteen years and eight months...
I don't know what to say, just pity myself.
Looking at how myself passing these days, without someone beside me..
.....................................................................................................................................!
By the way, I am trying out new stuff, inovated from Jin Yong's books. LOL!
This October, I am making all my blog entries' title a poem when joined together.
It is quite challenging because 31 sentences of related meanings and 4 words comma 4 words full stop is hard.
Hope skill is with me!
乡外中秋，乐趣其中。
今天是八月十五中秋节。
早上八点，MMC派人来到大学来讲废话。浪费了不少时间和睡觉时间。
接下来就是IFF了。我身为Planning and Activities Biro的委员，在下午的station games照顾一个站，叫做Captain Ball。玩法是蛮简单的，拿到球的就不可以动，然后要传到一个做"Goal"的人就得分。
一开始我们有Ice Breaking，拿了冰块四处丢碎，真真实实的破冰。然后junior要找faci，我也假假站在场上，有几队junior被骗。哈哈！
可是今年很多junior没有来，有够扫兴。
吃过午饭，再玩几个游戏，就到我做工的时候了。Junior要对付senior，结果没有半队成功打败我的队。哈哈！
过后就是吃啊，分奖啊……没关系的了。
回到家刚冲好凉就停电了。
说了一堆鸟话后，就去Yanyi家，那里有中秋晚会哦。
可是真是太累了，站了一整天，没有力，所以这样早回来。
今天呢，可说是发生了一些有趣的事情。
第一，派到了一张绝世好照片。都说了我是有拍照天分的。拍过苍蝇、壁虎做爱照……
第二，有一个马来西亚华裔在我反问："HAR?" 过后，跟我说印尼话。我当时在忍着，要看她能讲到什么时候，可惜了，和我一起顾station的朋友在那边笑了。
第三，今晚停电了，正好看一看中秋的月亮有多厉害。没有开灯也能清楚看见十至二十米的路！
早上八点，MMC派人来到大学来讲废话。浪费了不少时间和睡觉时间。
接下来就是IFF了。我身为Planning and Activities Biro的委员，在下午的station games照顾一个站，叫做Captain Ball。玩法是蛮简单的，拿到球的就不可以动，然后要传到一个做"Goal"的人就得分。
一开始我们有Ice Breaking，拿了冰块四处丢碎，真真实实的破冰。然后junior要找faci，我也假假站在场上，有几队junior被骗。哈哈！
可是今年很多junior没有来，有够扫兴。
吃过午饭，再玩几个游戏，就到我做工的时候了。Junior要对付senior，结果没有半队成功打败我的队。哈哈！
过后就是吃啊，分奖啊……没关系的了。
回到家刚冲好凉就停电了。
说了一堆鸟话后，就去Yanyi家，那里有中秋晚会哦。
可是真是太累了，站了一整天，没有力，所以这样早回来。
今天呢，可说是发生了一些有趣的事情。
第一，派到了一张绝世好照片。都说了我是有拍照天分的。拍过苍蝇、壁虎做爱照……
第二，有一个马来西亚华裔在我反问："HAR?" 过后，跟我说印尼话。我当时在忍着，要看她能讲到什么时候，可惜了，和我一起顾station的朋友在那边笑了。
第三，今晚停电了，正好看一看中秋的月亮有多厉害。没有开灯也能清楚看见十至二十米的路！
Friday, October 2, 2009
冷夜独睡，更添其寂。
今天终于有回了我的被单，真的很想念它很需要它。自从回来后，把被单送去洗，每一晚睡觉都会醒来几次。为的是把风扇关小。直到天亮时，大约五点多六点吧，就会直接把风扇关小。
前几天，准确地说是九月三十号下午，苏门答腊Padang那里发生地震。听人说，连吉兰丹也能够感觉到其振动，可是我们在这里却没有什么事。
至今已经数千人丧生。一开始因为那边全城没有电，不能沟通等，所以比较慢。现在，911已经够多人在那边了，所以就急速上升。
南無阿弥陀佛。
明天是2009年的International Fun Festival。这几天开始下雨了，连白天都是阴沉沉的。好的一点是明天不必晒太阳，可是却不知道会不会下雨。
如果真的下大雨，那么好多fun都fun不成了。
没有伴侣，真是枉然过此生。
每一天都无所事事。浪费时间，突然天黑了，又准备睡觉，等待明天。明天，又再浪费时间。
如果有个伴侣啊，至少可以打电话聊聊天……几爽的。
唉，没办法啦！没人要啊。
前几天，准确地说是九月三十号下午，苏门答腊Padang那里发生地震。听人说，连吉兰丹也能够感觉到其振动，可是我们在这里却没有什么事。
至今已经数千人丧生。一开始因为那边全城没有电，不能沟通等，所以比较慢。现在，911已经够多人在那边了，所以就急速上升。
南無阿弥陀佛。
明天是2009年的International Fun Festival。这几天开始下雨了，连白天都是阴沉沉的。好的一点是明天不必晒太阳，可是却不知道会不会下雨。
如果真的下大雨，那么好多fun都fun不成了。
没有伴侣，真是枉然过此生。
每一天都无所事事。浪费时间，突然天黑了，又准备睡觉，等待明天。明天，又再浪费时间。
如果有个伴侣啊，至少可以打电话聊聊天……几爽的。
唉，没办法啦！没人要啊。
Thursday, October 1, 2009
秋风刺骨，思念割心。
秋风吹，叶子落。
已近中秋，气候渐冷。
十月的第一天，天阴阴。
昨晚终于下雨了。
今天不是吉利的日子。
早上唯一的课竟然延迟至明天，白白去学校一趟。
更糟的是，打扰了本大爷睡觉！
昨晚近三点才睡。
因为去庆祝阿卓的生日。
原来寂寞人儿不是有女人就够。
要指定的女人才能化掉寂寞。
从学校回来，就收到朋友的坏消息。
今天很黑。
希望再两个星期，日子会好吧。
已近中秋，气候渐冷。
十月的第一天，天阴阴。
昨晚终于下雨了。
今天不是吉利的日子。
早上唯一的课竟然延迟至明天，白白去学校一趟。
更糟的是，打扰了本大爷睡觉！
昨晚近三点才睡。
因为去庆祝阿卓的生日。
原来寂寞人儿不是有女人就够。
要指定的女人才能化掉寂寞。
从学校回来，就收到朋友的坏消息。
今天很黑。
希望再两个星期，日子会好吧。
问君何日再相会
问君何日不分离
问君何日方相恋
问君何日梦方现
何时饮酒闻歌醉
何时天空不再灰
但求道上有人伴
同窗共饮何乐乎
人与狗不同的地方，就是人有爱情和色情，狗只有色情。
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Changed Theme!
I prefer the word "theme" for the blog header. So now I've changed my blog theme, nice right? Hahaha...
Well, I know that I would be criticised for choosing this as my theme. For laymen it is a picture of a nude lady, many would claim this as pornography.
But, hey, think about it another way.
Life is filled with unpredictable things. A bad thing may be good if we are to think about it with different mentality.
For example, failing an exam is bad. But having a positive thinking will see this as you are going to study better about the topic.
I have met some people who don't know how to make things positive when they face challenges in lives. So my theme is, sometimes as we change our ways of thinking, we can make things turn good.
Well, I know that I would be criticised for choosing this as my theme. For laymen it is a picture of a nude lady, many would claim this as pornography.
But, hey, think about it another way.
Life is filled with unpredictable things. A bad thing may be good if we are to think about it with different mentality.
For example, failing an exam is bad. But having a positive thinking will see this as you are going to study better about the topic.
I have met some people who don't know how to make things positive when they face challenges in lives. So my theme is, sometimes as we change our ways of thinking, we can make things turn good.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
《清越瑶》
刚从YouTube增添了一首歌，歌名为《清越瑶》。
作曲：完美仙剑
编曲：完美仙剑
作词：晓月デ圆舞曲
演唱：完美仙剑
作曲：完美仙剑
编曲：完美仙剑
作词：晓月デ圆舞曲
演唱：完美仙剑
漂泊云杉依依 风华何曾往昔
却只为 流动绚丽光影
箐华泪牵回忆 最终不变清音
终需别 雪尽无涟漪
梦以不归 玉断心碎 烟火独教人寂悲
何曾忆往事逐云惊鸾
笑谈清越吟山问君寒
清流叠映楼船 不见倩影阑珊
犹记当年韶华未然
一袭暗香水衣 千缕情思何寄
几多情 换你忧伤背影
弦华欲追琴音 红线犹缠兰心
断不觉 颜随花逝去
清越遥离 朱华倒影 依旧携惆怅归去
韶华烟云如风难相归
苦叹泪影琉璃越凄美
几境故地重回 却望人事已非
红伞曾映画中秋水
清越只因醉天外琴音
秋水终不忘云杉白衣
人世纠结红绫 奴颜风雨飘零
蝶舞飞扬烟花醉意
不见清越曾回望水衣
但看秋水过风雨无迹
缘尽杨柳清吟 梦断花散楼庭
唯慧心终留丝恋依
对我来说，《仙剑》系列里的音乐大部分都好听，因为我对这类古文作曲的歌有兴趣。
这一类的歌曲，我觉得比现在许多流行歌曲较有意思，而且不是一听就明白，需要时间去欣赏去了解。（才显得我不“肤浅”……）
老实说，我对这一类的歌曲，可说是百听不厌。
可惜啊，四处都找不到这首歌，所以就把它放在这里，方便自己听。哈哈！
Monday, September 28, 2009
First Day Class
Today is the first day having class after the Raya break.
First, we began the day with tutorial. Damn boring.
Then we had two lectures, even worse.
This life is so stressful.
When I walked down the stairs from lecture hall, I saw Dr Santosa singing, with the mas taking care of our attendance playing keyboard. I was LOL'ed at that moment, especially when Santosa sang Jangan Jangan.
When I reached home, I watched a fantastic replay.
Then I got books from Vee. Nightmarely heavy.
Then cannot tahan edy, go and sleep a while.
After that we went swimming at UNY. Damn lot of people.
Seriously there must be stimulation in life.
Life like this, is so empty.
First, we began the day with tutorial. Damn boring.
Then we had two lectures, even worse.
This life is so stressful.
When I walked down the stairs from lecture hall, I saw Dr Santosa singing, with the mas taking care of our attendance playing keyboard. I was LOL'ed at that moment, especially when Santosa sang Jangan Jangan.
When I reached home, I watched a fantastic replay.
Then I got books from Vee. Nightmarely heavy.
Then cannot tahan edy, go and sleep a while.
After that we went swimming at UNY. Damn lot of people.
Seriously there must be stimulation in life.
Life like this, is so empty.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
越江山，越海角，但愿双双飞。
洗好澡，整个人都松下来了。
今天搭了两次飞机。槟城吉隆坡的那班飞机竟然延迟四十分钟。一双手提行李提到红肿。
坐飞机不好受。
等待这个游戏，不好玩。
每一班飞机至少都要花一个小时以上，才能够把屁股送到飞机里的座位。
而且飞机内又小又窄。
如果旁边坐的是美女，那是幸福。
可是幸福不常有，我甚至是不曾有过如此的幸福。
到了LCCT，人可真多。排队check-in都花了四十分钟！
而且到最后他们做事很没有秩序，换了登陆的柜台！
结果有一个uncle超级不爽，大骂粗口，就要打架起来了。三四个AirAsia的功作人员才来安慰他……
上到飞机就睡觉了。因为昨晚睡不着。
不知为什么，昨天晚上九点已经累了，十一点关灯后却睡不着。
脑子疯狂地想着一件事。
真的是“疯狂”地想。
昨天本来是要偷偷摸摸跑出门买东西的。
本来以为需要花一大把时间才能找到适合的Jippa，即印度传统男装。
吃了早餐后，和志宽去完成一些mission，结果发生一些意外。
做了他的mission，就到我了。
不到半小时时间，就已经买好了衣服。
之后又去Central Square加额。
然后吃午餐。
就没事做了。
打电话招人出去打game。
结果Starcraft连杀志宽。
最后叫了多两脚去吃叻沙。
这才回家去。
至于什么事让我睡不着？
我自己本来就心里有数。
回到印尼，想到粉红色墙壁的房间，大而厚的床，还有internet……
回到家打开门，屋子已经打扫好了，连摩托也亮晶晶的。
这就是有工人的好处。
哈哈！
今天搭了两次飞机。槟城吉隆坡的那班飞机竟然延迟四十分钟。一双手提行李提到红肿。
坐飞机不好受。
等待这个游戏，不好玩。
每一班飞机至少都要花一个小时以上，才能够把屁股送到飞机里的座位。
而且飞机内又小又窄。
如果旁边坐的是美女，那是幸福。
可是幸福不常有，我甚至是不曾有过如此的幸福。
到了LCCT，人可真多。排队check-in都花了四十分钟！
而且到最后他们做事很没有秩序，换了登陆的柜台！
结果有一个uncle超级不爽，大骂粗口，就要打架起来了。三四个AirAsia的功作人员才来安慰他……
上到飞机就睡觉了。因为昨晚睡不着。
不知为什么，昨天晚上九点已经累了，十一点关灯后却睡不着。
脑子疯狂地想着一件事。
真的是“疯狂”地想。
昨天本来是要偷偷摸摸跑出门买东西的。
本来以为需要花一大把时间才能找到适合的Jippa，即印度传统男装。
吃了早餐后，和志宽去完成一些mission，结果发生一些意外。
做了他的mission，就到我了。
不到半小时时间，就已经买好了衣服。
之后又去Central Square加额。
然后吃午餐。
就没事做了。
打电话招人出去打game。
结果Starcraft连杀志宽。
最后叫了多两脚去吃叻沙。
这才回家去。
至于什么事让我睡不着？
我自己本来就心里有数。
回到印尼，想到粉红色墙壁的房间，大而厚的床，还有internet……
回到家打开门，屋子已经打扫好了，连摩托也亮晶晶的。
这就是有工人的好处。
哈哈！
Friday, September 25, 2009
螳螂捕蝉，黄雀在后。
前几日（没记错应该是昨天）看报纸看到这样一则新闻：
一个偷电线的贼（忘了是不是一个），被两个萨玛里探（samaritan, LOL）发现后追，结果警察开枪，却不小心射错射到了其中一个好心人的手臂！
详情呢，我就懒得写懒得找了，事情就大概是这样子。
如果，所发射的子弹，射中的不是手臂而是心脏，那么他不就死得很冤枉很不瞑目?
从这件事情，我们可以学到以下几点：
1. 看到小偷是应该追的。
2. 警察看到小偷也是应该追的。
3. 警察不可随便开枪。
4. 警察应该多些训练他们的开枪技术。
5. 同1，可是如果有警察，万万不可以追。
6. 同2，可是如果小偷已经被抓住了，万万不可以开枪。
可叹啊可叹！
可是，可喜可贺的是，至少那些警察没有关一只眼睛，至少他们“尽力”捕捉那贼。
一个偷电线的贼（忘了是不是一个），被两个萨玛里探（samaritan, LOL）发现后追，结果警察开枪，却不小心射错射到了其中一个好心人的手臂！
详情呢，我就懒得写懒得找了，事情就大概是这样子。
如果，所发射的子弹，射中的不是手臂而是心脏，那么他不就死得很冤枉很不瞑目?
从这件事情，我们可以学到以下几点：
1. 看到小偷是应该追的。
2. 警察看到小偷也是应该追的。
3. 警察不可随便开枪。
4. 警察应该多些训练他们的开枪技术。
5. 同1，可是如果有警察，万万不可以追。
6. 同2，可是如果小偷已经被抓住了，万万不可以开枪。
可叹啊可叹！
可是，可喜可贺的是，至少那些警察没有关一只眼睛，至少他们“尽力”捕捉那贼。
谈 老
姜是老的辣。
古董以老为贵。
自人承认了时间的存在，凡以“历史性”为重的东西，都只有越来越珍贵。即使新一代的比较厉害，可是却还是被时间盖过了。只有再发现更古老的东西，才会显得更加厉害。
中国万里长城屹立几千年，终于渐渐地现出老态。
可是，它永远都会被记住了。
因为它长，稳，最重要的，是老。
家有一老，如有一宝。
可见，老是有它的重要性的。
所以，老公老婆指的不是年老的老，而是时间过了，会更加好的老。
古董以老为贵。
自人承认了时间的存在，凡以“历史性”为重的东西，都只有越来越珍贵。即使新一代的比较厉害，可是却还是被时间盖过了。只有再发现更古老的东西，才会显得更加厉害。
中国万里长城屹立几千年，终于渐渐地现出老态。
可是，它永远都会被记住了。
因为它长，稳，最重要的，是老。
家有一老，如有一宝。
可见，老是有它的重要性的。
所以，老公老婆指的不是年老的老，而是时间过了，会更加好的老。
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Haiz
Recently really sweat to the fullest.
Internet gone crazy.
Boredom come killing.
And have been forced by parents to DATE someone.
LOL!
This is reality. Internet at home is against me, as always. Everytime I come home, the internet sure will have some problem. Due to this, I can do nothing at home, except some other things. And then because of this, my parents forced me to date someone. Date as in Go Out For A Romantic, Unforgettable, One-on-One Date.
Today bought a Hush Puppies shirt, lol, 70% discount, see also cannot control saliva.
Internet gone crazy.
Boredom come killing.
And have been forced by parents to DATE someone.
LOL!
This is reality. Internet at home is against me, as always. Everytime I come home, the internet sure will have some problem. Due to this, I can do nothing at home, except some other things. And then because of this, my parents forced me to date someone. Date as in Go Out For A Romantic, Unforgettable, One-on-One Date.
Today bought a Hush Puppies shirt, lol, 70% discount, see also cannot control saliva.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
As Time Goes By...
As time goes by, we have grown up, a lot.
Just from how a person speak, I predicted a large gap between me and the person. But our age gap is less than 10 years, but I felt that the way the person spoke was just too childish.
Another person, however, only 1 year plus older than me. But from the way the person talk, I felt like I am a small kid.
A few months more, my age will begin with the digit 2. Sounds old.
Time has given young children growth, and elder ones age.
For me, I feel like I am very old, maybe because of my appearance.
When you look at the past, you would feel that time is fast.
When you look at the future, you would feel that time is slow.
When you look at the present, you can feel the time passing second to second.
A friend of mine asked me a mathematics question, the question is as below:
(x-a)(x-b)(x-c).....(x-z), simplified.
It is a tricky question, and difficult to simplified as well. However I managed to answer it, within a time which made me satisfied with myself.
It seems that I still have the intelligence, which I have been seeking.
Guess what's the answer? You'll know it.
Just from how a person speak, I predicted a large gap between me and the person. But our age gap is less than 10 years, but I felt that the way the person spoke was just too childish.
Another person, however, only 1 year plus older than me. But from the way the person talk, I felt like I am a small kid.
A few months more, my age will begin with the digit 2. Sounds old.
Time has given young children growth, and elder ones age.
For me, I feel like I am very old, maybe because of my appearance.
When you look at the past, you would feel that time is fast.
When you look at the future, you would feel that time is slow.
When you look at the present, you can feel the time passing second to second.
A friend of mine asked me a mathematics question, the question is as below:
(x-a)(x-b)(x-c).....(x-z), simplified.
It is a tricky question, and difficult to simplified as well. However I managed to answer it, within a time which made me satisfied with myself.
It seems that I still have the intelligence, which I have been seeking.
Guess what's the answer? You'll know it.
时光去，缘再续，于生诞相聚。
今天终于在今年2009年第一次那么多久朋友一起相聚。
继我于年头车祸养伤，回去印尼后七月再回来，其时朋友回来的不多，只有小小的聚会，直到此刻方有这样“大规模”的聚会。
今天乃我们这一年Ibrahim三李中的大姐（因为只有一个女的，而且我最小，她不是妹咯！）的生日，在Eternal Zone庆祝兼相聚。
多日不见，变帅的变帅，变美的变美，长高的长高，都是向好的一方走，除了我，明显地胖了。俗说：肥了。
自己在外国读书，而且已经读了一年，竟发现有点难纳入他们的话题。外国读书的系统较为不同，再说自己是第二年的学生，话题不是orientation了，是以发觉了这层无形墙。
回来路程实在没脸看。不知怎的竟然弯错路，结果弯到更长的路程，而且还赛车！因为（过了十二点）今天是马来人新年。变成我也和大家一起到数看烟花。
唔，突然想起在印尼还有十包pop-pop买了忘记玩。
废话少说，就到此为止。
前几天突然看到电视新闻报导，Noordin M. Top，亚洲Most Wanted，被杀死了。精彩人生啊！宛如Counter Strike，警察追杀Terrorist，虽然之前被bomb，即警察输了，但这一次终于赢了。恭喜！给世界带来一些平安。
继我于年头车祸养伤，回去印尼后七月再回来，其时朋友回来的不多，只有小小的聚会，直到此刻方有这样“大规模”的聚会。
今天乃我们这一年Ibrahim三李中的大姐（因为只有一个女的，而且我最小，她不是妹咯！）的生日，在Eternal Zone庆祝兼相聚。
多日不见，变帅的变帅，变美的变美，长高的长高，都是向好的一方走，除了我，明显地胖了。俗说：肥了。
自己在外国读书，而且已经读了一年，竟发现有点难纳入他们的话题。外国读书的系统较为不同，再说自己是第二年的学生，话题不是orientation了，是以发觉了这层无形墙。
回来路程实在没脸看。不知怎的竟然弯错路，结果弯到更长的路程，而且还赛车！因为（过了十二点）今天是马来人新年。变成我也和大家一起到数看烟花。
唔，突然想起在印尼还有十包pop-pop买了忘记玩。
废话少说，就到此为止。
前几天突然看到电视新闻报导，Noordin M. Top，亚洲Most Wanted，被杀死了。精彩人生啊！宛如Counter Strike，警察追杀Terrorist，虽然之前被bomb，即警察输了，但这一次终于赢了。恭喜！给世界带来一些平安。
Saturday, September 19, 2009
天苍苍，夜茫茫，日久亦夜盲。
自骨痛热症出院已经数月。可是到现在我的眼睛还是有一点问题。
我见过了眼科医生，换过了眼镜，自认吃了不少维他命A，可是至今到了晚上视力就会有问题。
虽然现在比起刚出院时已经好了许多，可是最近我又发现了一些问题。
晚上驾车，对我来说是很刺激的。
如果没有路灯，我是看不到路的，只有跟着前面的红灯走。
如果前面没有车，就被迫走得很慢。
如果对面有车过来，这时候我根本看不见东西，除了对面来的灯光。
从前我不会有这些问题。
现在，到了晚上，开着灯，我看东西也有点蒙蒙的。
周围的东西，颜色好像调得不好。
看上去，都为苍白的。
可怜的眼睛……
我见过了眼科医生，换过了眼镜，自认吃了不少维他命A，可是至今到了晚上视力就会有问题。
虽然现在比起刚出院时已经好了许多，可是最近我又发现了一些问题。
晚上驾车，对我来说是很刺激的。
如果没有路灯，我是看不到路的，只有跟着前面的红灯走。
如果前面没有车，就被迫走得很慢。
如果对面有车过来，这时候我根本看不见东西，除了对面来的灯光。
从前我不会有这些问题。
现在，到了晚上，开着灯，我看东西也有点蒙蒙的。
周围的东西，颜色好像调得不好。
看上去，都为苍白的。
可怜的眼睛……
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
清风飘，万树摇，花瓣随风掉。
刚刚从小学回来。
今天乃吴老师退休之日。回去学校见一见老师。
在那里的是一群小我两年的……学弟学妹，包括我弟弟。
每一次回去小学，最明显的改变是：我比老师高好多！
因为小时候，身体还未发育。十二岁进入中学，就很少见到小学老师。中学毕业后，已然高大，再回去小学自然会有如此想法。
和吴老师交谈中，似乎我以前得奖乃不小之事。
当然，不是吹牛，比赛到国家赛是需要一些本领的。
陈年往事，真教人回忆！
吴老师在我三年级的时候作我级任老师，教我华文。
三年级是我们开始接触“写作文”的时候。
无可否认，这对我日后的生活有所影响。
否则，何以我对写记叙文特别感兴趣？
我记得吴老师曾经花了不少时间，叙说《鲁滨逊漂流记》的故事给我们听。
1999年新民A校3M班的同学，不会忘了吧？
之后在五、六年级，吴老师给我补习。当然还有其他两位同学。
就可惜，吴老师未曾亲眼看见我书写获奖。
因为小时候，头脑不灵。
提到吴老师日后的生活，和我猜想的没错。
也许热衷于华文的人，在空闲时都会做同样的事情。
在这里再次祝吴老师快乐。
今天乃吴老师退休之日。回去学校见一见老师。
在那里的是一群小我两年的……学弟学妹，包括我弟弟。
每一次回去小学，最明显的改变是：我比老师高好多！
因为小时候，身体还未发育。十二岁进入中学，就很少见到小学老师。中学毕业后，已然高大，再回去小学自然会有如此想法。
和吴老师交谈中，似乎我以前得奖乃不小之事。
当然，不是吹牛，比赛到国家赛是需要一些本领的。
陈年往事，真教人回忆！
吴老师在我三年级的时候作我级任老师，教我华文。
三年级是我们开始接触“写作文”的时候。
无可否认，这对我日后的生活有所影响。
否则，何以我对写记叙文特别感兴趣？
我记得吴老师曾经花了不少时间，叙说《鲁滨逊漂流记》的故事给我们听。
1999年新民A校3M班的同学，不会忘了吧？
之后在五、六年级，吴老师给我补习。当然还有其他两位同学。
就可惜，吴老师未曾亲眼看见我书写获奖。
因为小时候，头脑不灵。
提到吴老师日后的生活，和我猜想的没错。
也许热衷于华文的人，在空闲时都会做同样的事情。
在这里再次祝吴老师快乐。
Monday, September 14, 2009
About 1.21, 1.23, and 1.24
Talking about Malaysians, there is one thing I really cannot tolerate with.
As one of the most developed countries in South East Asia, we have almost everything to develope ourselves. We have proper education of English, we have internet access, we have some world class universities, we have rainforest... ... ... And the list goes on.
I know I am young, and may be foolish. What I am going to comment is something I really experience, and not from what I read. Young people usually cannot participate in politics because of this - inexperience. So don't criticise what I post here because this is real case.
Garena is a gaming platform, a place for playing games such as Starcraft, Counter Strike, Warcraft TFT etc. I am a DotA player and thus have been using Garena since quite long ago.
But, Blizzard came out with newer patch of Warcraft (1.22) very long ago, if not mistaken more than 1 year ago. And now we already have 1.24b as the latest patch. What I want to say is, Malaysians please wake up and update yourselves! Malaysians are still using 1.21, as this patch was used when Garena was first introduced. So outdated! Aiyo.. Newer patch can be obtained from the internet, so there is no any stupid reason one cannot download it if he/she plays on Garena! And WTF, already so long and still never update to at least 1.23?
This is Malaysians. When they can already play on Garena, they don't care about latest patch. So they continue to play using 1.21, which is now full of hacks, and some features not available. I am so frustrated, and disappointed as well. This is only in my gaming experience. If I have grown up more and get to know more, gone case lah. As a Malaysian gamer, I am very ashamed of this. People comment on forum "OMG still using x.xx patch?!" on Malaysian games.
And when you think big, not only about gaming, how other countries are looking at us?
This is just like, most Malaysians think that foreign workers especially from Indonesia, are so indisciplined and have been causing rape, rob cases. And thus people think that Indonesia is a lousy country with kampung minded residents. When I am there, I find out that Indonesians are indeed more friendly, more polite, and more hardworking in general.
So when other people see Malaysians playing with an old old OLD patch, the same happens. "Malaysia is so kampung that they cannot update their patch." in their minds.
As one of the most developed countries in South East Asia, we have almost everything to develope ourselves. We have proper education of English, we have internet access, we have some world class universities, we have rainforest... ... ... And the list goes on.
I know I am young, and may be foolish. What I am going to comment is something I really experience, and not from what I read. Young people usually cannot participate in politics because of this - inexperience. So don't criticise what I post here because this is real case.
Garena is a gaming platform, a place for playing games such as Starcraft, Counter Strike, Warcraft TFT etc. I am a DotA player and thus have been using Garena since quite long ago.
But, Blizzard came out with newer patch of Warcraft (1.22) very long ago, if not mistaken more than 1 year ago. And now we already have 1.24b as the latest patch. What I want to say is, Malaysians please wake up and update yourselves! Malaysians are still using 1.21, as this patch was used when Garena was first introduced. So outdated! Aiyo.. Newer patch can be obtained from the internet, so there is no any stupid reason one cannot download it if he/she plays on Garena! And WTF, already so long and still never update to at least 1.23?
This is Malaysians. When they can already play on Garena, they don't care about latest patch. So they continue to play using 1.21, which is now full of hacks, and some features not available. I am so frustrated, and disappointed as well. This is only in my gaming experience. If I have grown up more and get to know more, gone case lah. As a Malaysian gamer, I am very ashamed of this. People comment on forum "OMG still using x.xx patch?!" on Malaysian games.
And when you think big, not only about gaming, how other countries are looking at us?
This is just like, most Malaysians think that foreign workers especially from Indonesia, are so indisciplined and have been causing rape, rob cases. And thus people think that Indonesia is a lousy country with kampung minded residents. When I am there, I find out that Indonesians are indeed more friendly, more polite, and more hardworking in general.
So when other people see Malaysians playing with an old old OLD patch, the same happens. "Malaysia is so kampung that they cannot update their patch." in their minds.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Back to Malaysia
I'm home finally!
Today woke up at 5a.m. , then went to Solo at 6a.m., reached there at 7a.m. ... ... 1p.m. reached Malaysia... 4.20p.m. landed on Penang.. Then ate in Penang, my brother qia because he received his first ever salary, until my fundus also filled with food. -_-
Solo airport is a new 1, and the batik corak on the wall... very familiar.
Err.. lazy to write now.. xD
Hello Malaysia!
Today woke up at 5a.m. , then went to Solo at 6a.m., reached there at 7a.m. ... ... 1p.m. reached Malaysia... 4.20p.m. landed on Penang.. Then ate in Penang, my brother qia because he received his first ever salary, until my fundus also filled with food. -_-
Solo airport is a new 1, and the batik corak on the wall... very familiar.
Err.. lazy to write now.. xD
Hello Malaysia!
Friday, September 11, 2009
Going Back
Finish packing already.
Tomorrow I will be leaving my house at 6.00a.m. going to Solo, and my journey back to Malaysia begins there.
Now, my wallet is filled with 2 kind of money again, this indicates flying across the sea.
If everything is fine, I will reach SP at 5-6p.m. tomorrow. Less than 24 hours from now.
Feel damn empty now. Don't know what is my feeling now. Not excited, not sad, no happiness sensed, and... Empty. Why? Simply because there are pros and cons in Malaysia. I have to do house chores on my own, I have limited cash to spend etc. But good things are there to overcome these! The food, the people, the place...
Tomorrow is Ah Teng's birthday, wish him grow fatter and taller. :D
And soon will be Hari Raya, wish all my friends Selamat Hari Raya first before I forget. LOL.
Tomorrow I will be leaving my house at 6.00a.m. going to Solo, and my journey back to Malaysia begins there.
Now, my wallet is filled with 2 kind of money again, this indicates flying across the sea.
If everything is fine, I will reach SP at 5-6p.m. tomorrow. Less than 24 hours from now.
Feel damn empty now. Don't know what is my feeling now. Not excited, not sad, no happiness sensed, and... Empty. Why? Simply because there are pros and cons in Malaysia. I have to do house chores on my own, I have limited cash to spend etc. But good things are there to overcome these! The food, the people, the place...
Tomorrow is Ah Teng's birthday, wish him grow fatter and taller. :D
And soon will be Hari Raya, wish all my friends Selamat Hari Raya first before I forget. LOL.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Going back soon
Saturday morning going back to Malaysia, and now I am doing nothing already. Tomorrow only got lectures, nothing much. Feel damn relax... bored... ......
This afternoon my mind came across this sentence:
见那亭亭玉立的美人儿，那汉子挺挺欲立起来。
It is somewhat true, to certain extent. Feel damn proud of myself being able to think again after resting my ming for so long.
Just for fun.
Actually I still have a report to be finished today, but left a bit only, so I just lepak the whole day. This block is really fun. Very little academic activities, thus a lot of resting time, and thus a lot of playing time, also studying time. xD
I still don't know what to pack. Tension. ><
And I still don't know what plan I have in Malaysia. ><
And I don't know what to do before going back!!!
Maybe just chill 24/7... until the time has come to study!! :P STUDY! STUDY!
This afternoon my mind came across this sentence:
见那亭亭玉立的美人儿，那汉子挺挺欲立起来。
It is somewhat true, to certain extent. Feel damn proud of myself being able to think again after resting my ming for so long.
Just for fun.
Actually I still have a report to be finished today, but left a bit only, so I just lepak the whole day. This block is really fun. Very little academic activities, thus a lot of resting time, and thus a lot of playing time, also studying time. xD
I still don't know what to pack. Tension. ><
And I still don't know what plan I have in Malaysia. ><
And I don't know what to do before going back!!!
Maybe just chill 24/7... until the time has come to study!! :P STUDY! STUDY!
Anti-Malaysia Demonstration
This anti-Malaysia saga in Indonesia is becoming hotter. Yesterday there was this party called Benteng Demokrasi Rakyat (Bendera) organised a sweeping for Malaysians along Jl Diponegoro, Jakarta. The main causes of all these hates are: Negaraku, the national anthem of Malaysia, and Terang Bulan, an Indonesian song, are similar in some ways; and the Balinese Dance issue.
Road Block by BENDERA
Negaraku vs Terang Bulan
Dance issue
I've posted the links for the news of these stuffs, because I don't want to write any false information and cause havoc, more.
Road Block by BENDERA
Negaraku vs Terang Bulan
Dance issue
I've posted the links for the news of these stuffs, because I don't want to write any false information and cause havoc, more.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
talking about 090909-
Today is 9th of September 2009, or writen in 9.9.09, or 090909 for a nicer look. It means 长长久久 for chinese folks, which literally means "last forever". Many couples has registered to tie the knots today, from what I read.
Well, actually, human is a funny being. 090909 looks special, yes it is, but being rated "once in a hundred year" is very idiotic.
First point I'm going to talk is, today is 09 September 2009, a hundred years later, it will be 09 September 2109. You don't have the same date for the second time, no matter how long you wait.
Okay, let me widen the scope. My second point is, 09.09.09 is again 09.09.09 one hundred years later. But why so concern about this date? 05.02.90 is also 05.02.90 one hundred years later. Why so biased and being so narrow-minded?
These two points are enough to conclude that rating today's date as once in a hundred years sounds stupid. Every day is special.
Date is created by human. Although one day is equal to earth spinning on its axis for 1 round, 1 month equals to the moon rotates the earth one round, and one year equals to earth rotates the sun one round (all in approximately lah), but still it was human who created date. If our ancestors never create this, we would not have this once in a hundred years thing already. If date was always writen in "09 September 2009" form, we would not have 090909 already. And a lot more, all created by human, if didn't exist, we would not have this thing.
So, every day is special, treat every day the same. :)
Well, actually, human is a funny being. 090909 looks special, yes it is, but being rated "once in a hundred year" is very idiotic.
First point I'm going to talk is, today is 09 September 2009, a hundred years later, it will be 09 September 2109. You don't have the same date for the second time, no matter how long you wait.
Okay, let me widen the scope. My second point is, 09.09.09 is again 09.09.09 one hundred years later. But why so concern about this date? 05.02.90 is also 05.02.90 one hundred years later. Why so biased and being so narrow-minded?
These two points are enough to conclude that rating today's date as once in a hundred years sounds stupid. Every day is special.
Date is created by human. Although one day is equal to earth spinning on its axis for 1 round, 1 month equals to the moon rotates the earth one round, and one year equals to earth rotates the sun one round (all in approximately lah), but still it was human who created date. If our ancestors never create this, we would not have this once in a hundred years thing already. If date was always writen in "09 September 2009" form, we would not have 090909 already. And a lot more, all created by human, if didn't exist, we would not have this thing.
So, every day is special, treat every day the same. :)
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Earthquake again
Last night, when I was just about to sleep ( yea, I switched off the light and was on the bed rolling), suddenly I felt my bed shaking. Nah, this time I experience the tremble (slightly) of an earthquake. It was really like someone shaking my bed. What first came out from my mind was: is this earthquake? I was trying to analyse all the posibility. There was no shout, no noise, everything is peaceful, except for the sound of my fan and the bedshake. Then I thought, better go and find out what's happenning. I switched on the light, walked out of my room, then I could hear housemates joking around. Okay, time to sleep. Nothing big happenned.
This morning, I checked Google Earth. :D And found out that it was actually earthquake. =.=
Earthquake on 7 September 2009: Detail
The earthquake on 2 September has caused 74 deaths and 34 missings. This time no any report yet. And shortly after this one, today morning, Sumatra there got another earthquake.
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Friday, September 4, 2009
My Theory of Living
Many times when I drive on the highway on the right lane (lane for overtaking in Malaysia), I would get some flash from behind. Yea, for your information, I am a good driver who obey the rule, I drive only at 110km/h. That's why it is very frequent that others want to overtake me when I am on the overtaking lane. So what will I do? I accelerate and overtake the car, then return to the normal lane and press brake to maintain the speed at 110km/h. Why do I break the rule? Because as stated above, I am a good driver, and a good person as well, I don't want to waste people's time.
Whenever we leave our campus, for those who ride motorcycle, we are to let the security check our STNK. STNK is something like road tax in Malaysia, so it is a very important document. Almost everyone keep it inside wallet, so when they are to be checked, it takes time to take the wallet, then take out STNK, then keep it again and keep the wallet into pocket. But I would hold STNK in my hand, start the engine, and when I reach the guard post it takes less than 5 seconds to settle. Then I would stop at roadside and keep it in my wallet. Why do I do this? Because I don't want to waste people's time.
There are many kinds of people in this world. But one thing that we can do to make others happy, is to think from their perspective and views. If everyone does this, will we see "potong Q"? No, because they think of those in the line.
The world is peaceful, when everyone does this. :)
Whenever we leave our campus, for those who ride motorcycle, we are to let the security check our STNK. STNK is something like road tax in Malaysia, so it is a very important document. Almost everyone keep it inside wallet, so when they are to be checked, it takes time to take the wallet, then take out STNK, then keep it again and keep the wallet into pocket. But I would hold STNK in my hand, start the engine, and when I reach the guard post it takes less than 5 seconds to settle. Then I would stop at roadside and keep it in my wallet. Why do I do this? Because I don't want to waste people's time.
There are many kinds of people in this world. But one thing that we can do to make others happy, is to think from their perspective and views. If everyone does this, will we see "potong Q"? No, because they think of those in the line.
The world is peaceful, when everyone does this. :)
H1N1 post by me
Well, people have been discussing H1N1 Pandemic since a few months ago and many people have died from this virus. We can see people wear mask, avoid going out etc. As a medical student, or more to what I think logically, wearing mask canNOT prevent this shits to happen.
First of all, those who concern about this pandemic know that this Influenza A is caused by virus, hmm, all influenza caused by virus. Virus is very small. They are just strands of DNA or RNA, maybe enveloped in protein envelope. They are not classified as organism (as what I know) thus they are not microorganism. Wearing mask can prevent the infection of H1N1 virus, many people think. But for me, virus can still pass through tiny holes of the mask. Nah, nothing is perfect in this world and I believe these tiny holes are big enough for virus. From the official WHO site, I read the post about this pandemic quite long ago and it appeared that what I think was correct, although not 100%. There is still a need to wear mask, to those who have the symptoms of Influenza A. This can reduce the chance to infect other people. On that post, it stated that healthy people do not actually need to wear masks as this cannot really protect them from the virus.
Then, why am I so against all the prevention of this virus? Because I had dengue before and I am still alive. So I think everyone will be okay to face any disease. Dengue has a higher fatality rate compared to Influenza caused by H1N1 virus, and yet people are more scared of it. If I can survive a dengue attack, why not H1N1? Hahaha... Just joking.
Seriously speaking, Influenza A only affects some particular age group and those with some health problem. Nah, my information may not be correct because I never study this, but if memory serves, this virus attack mostly young people, from age 12 to 35?? Not sure. And also those with obesity, cardiovascular problem or ... not sure, are classified as hig risk groups. Oh ya, pregnant also included in high risk group. Now that I have learnt about pregnancy, I think they are at higher risk because of some hormonal changes that causes some changes in respiratory system (shit, I am not sure what hormone is it, progesterone or oestrogen!??).
So, don't worry much about this stupid virus. If anyone has the symptoms, get treatment early and it will not be harmful. LOL! From what I read, Tamiflu is used to treat H1N1, but it is expensive and not easy to get.
Why am I writing this? Again, because I survived a more "dangerous" disease, and feel that all the fear is too much. :D
First of all, those who concern about this pandemic know that this Influenza A is caused by virus, hmm, all influenza caused by virus. Virus is very small. They are just strands of DNA or RNA, maybe enveloped in protein envelope. They are not classified as organism (as what I know) thus they are not microorganism. Wearing mask can prevent the infection of H1N1 virus, many people think. But for me, virus can still pass through tiny holes of the mask. Nah, nothing is perfect in this world and I believe these tiny holes are big enough for virus. From the official WHO site, I read the post about this pandemic quite long ago and it appeared that what I think was correct, although not 100%. There is still a need to wear mask, to those who have the symptoms of Influenza A. This can reduce the chance to infect other people. On that post, it stated that healthy people do not actually need to wear masks as this cannot really protect them from the virus.
Then, why am I so against all the prevention of this virus? Because I had dengue before and I am still alive. So I think everyone will be okay to face any disease. Dengue has a higher fatality rate compared to Influenza caused by H1N1 virus, and yet people are more scared of it. If I can survive a dengue attack, why not H1N1? Hahaha... Just joking.
Seriously speaking, Influenza A only affects some particular age group and those with some health problem. Nah, my information may not be correct because I never study this, but if memory serves, this virus attack mostly young people, from age 12 to 35?? Not sure. And also those with obesity, cardiovascular problem or ... not sure, are classified as hig risk groups. Oh ya, pregnant also included in high risk group. Now that I have learnt about pregnancy, I think they are at higher risk because of some hormonal changes that causes some changes in respiratory system (shit, I am not sure what hormone is it, progesterone or oestrogen!??).
So, don't worry much about this stupid virus. If anyone has the symptoms, get treatment early and it will not be harmful. LOL! From what I read, Tamiflu is used to treat H1N1, but it is expensive and not easy to get.
Why am I writing this? Again, because I survived a more "dangerous" disease, and feel that all the fear is too much. :D
阴茎学
以阴茎为主题，因为觉得阴茎不只是我认它为自己最重要的身体部分，而且阴茎还隐藏着很深奥的意思。
许多人看了上面的那条东东，就会笑起来了。我不怪他们，这很正常。十之八九的人看了上面的图片都会笑。这也是我选之为我部客主题的原因之一。
阴茎。阴给人的感觉，就是柔。茎，给人的感觉，是硬。因此，阴茎这词，包括了柔和刚。它代表一个人在困难中会坚强起来，而在该温柔的时候又能够温柔起来。
身为医学系学生，我看过的阴茎已不下十具。因此阴茎对我来说不是笑话，不是脏话，是人体部分。以人体部分来作主题，不枉为医学系学生。
此为搞笑篇，切勿当真！
许多人看了上面的那条东东，就会笑起来了。我不怪他们，这很正常。十之八九的人看了上面的图片都会笑。这也是我选之为我部客主题的原因之一。
阴茎。阴给人的感觉，就是柔。茎，给人的感觉，是硬。因此，阴茎这词，包括了柔和刚。它代表一个人在困难中会坚强起来，而在该温柔的时候又能够温柔起来。
身为医学系学生，我看过的阴茎已不下十具。因此阴茎对我来说不是笑话，不是脏话，是人体部分。以人体部分来作主题，不枉为医学系学生。
此为搞笑篇，切勿当真！
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Road to A!! (LOL)
Today I am DAMN happy! :D Finally I've changed! LOL! Hahaha!!
Today evening, I had Clinical Pathology Lab from 2p.m. to 4p.m., but due to high efficiency of my group members, we finished earlier. When I reached home, I ate my lunch, because just now slept until lazy to eat. Then I watched a replay, and online wasting time, and after that I felt guilty. So I created this blog, and at six something, I felt really really guilty and started my lab report. !!
Everytime I, not only me but many of us, would just copy those "GENG" students' reports, until the previous one I did it on my own until I finally stuck. And this time, WOW, I am surprised by myself. I did almost everything by myself! I search internet for whatever I didn't know and now left about 40%, and now it is only 6 hours after the lab!
What an improvement! :D
Today evening, I had Clinical Pathology Lab from 2p.m. to 4p.m., but due to high efficiency of my group members, we finished earlier. When I reached home, I ate my lunch, because just now slept until lazy to eat. Then I watched a replay, and online wasting time, and after that I felt guilty. So I created this blog, and at six something, I felt really really guilty and started my lab report. !!
Everytime I, not only me but many of us, would just copy those "GENG" students' reports, until the previous one I did it on my own until I finally stuck. And this time, WOW, I am surprised by myself. I did almost everything by myself! I search internet for whatever I didn't know and now left about 40%, and now it is only 6 hours after the lab!
What an improvement! :D
these few days
Hi to Blogger! Although I know Blogger for a long time already, I have never started an account. Due to some problem, I finally decide to open a new blog, to write more about my life.
Yesterday there was an earthquake near Tasikmalaya, and Jogjakarta could feel the treble. From what I read yesterday, 15 people was killed and many more injured, and people described it as "the worst in many years". But sadly, I felt nothing when it happenned.
End this piece of bad thing!
Okay, for the coming International Fun Festival (IFF), I was "chosen" as a game biro member and I am to guard a station. LOL. I hope this will be a disaster for the juniors who go to my station. But the most important thing is, I hope, everything will be fine.
Recently, a good friend of mine changed his status to "in a relationship", and the girl was his primary school class mate! Hahaha, this guy is really damn pro. I heard they started on Facebook a few months ago, and after some time... This kind of thing also exist in this world. That's why, don't blame Facebook for wasting your time. Facebook can bring you to your friends, and even can bring you a girlfriend.
Nah, this is life.
Yesterday there was an earthquake near Tasikmalaya, and Jogjakarta could feel the treble. From what I read yesterday, 15 people was killed and many more injured, and people described it as "the worst in many years". But sadly, I felt nothing when it happenned.
End this piece of bad thing!
Okay, for the coming International Fun Festival (IFF), I was "chosen" as a game biro member and I am to guard a station. LOL. I hope this will be a disaster for the juniors who go to my station. But the most important thing is, I hope, everything will be fine.
Recently, a good friend of mine changed his status to "in a relationship", and the girl was his primary school class mate! Hahaha, this guy is really damn pro. I heard they started on Facebook a few months ago, and after some time... This kind of thing also exist in this world. That's why, don't blame Facebook for wasting your time. Facebook can bring you to your friends, and even can bring you a girlfriend.
Nah, this is life.
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