Nothing special, but feel like writing something here.
Exam is coming soon, just one more fucking week. So I feel the stress, but lazy want to start engine. You know la, when the engine is cold, it is quite difficult to start.
Okay, let's start with today.
Today we had a small histo exam. Only 6 questions, and the questions had already leaked, so it is so goddamn easy. But human are funny. When the exam is easy, I think why the hell they want to have such exam when it is not challenging at all? But when the exam questions are hard, I would think what the fuck they are thinking, asking such fucking questions... So I am controlling my mind to think this as a normal exam, which I was able to answer.
Enough, proceed to the next thing.
Today is 30th of November, so we had our routine trip to buy Baskin. Haha.. Long awaited day, twice in a month.
But today was so funny. The cup for Pint finished, and the stock will come only on the next 15th. So we had to buy Quat, which is damn fucking big LOL! Later I will eat... :D
Oh ya, we went to Amplaz by taxi, a fucking new Ford Focus. Damn, Ford Focus is used as taxi in Jogja, what a joke! I think this is the first time I am sitting inside a Ford... Isn't it? Not sure. Last time when I went back Malaysia, when I saw some Toyota, Hyundai or Chevrolet, I felt like.. they were taxis... After more Focus I see as taxi, I think I will feel that Ford Focus is just a fucking taxi when I see it in Malaysia in the future. So kesian, a rally super car become a taxi. XD
Haiz... Need to set target already. At least 2 hours of study one day!
Monday, November 30, 2009
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Batch River Rafting
Here I am again, to write something, to voice out whatever I think besides sensitive issues.
Today is Saturday. A nice Saturday morning, had to wake out damn fucking early, because we had our batch river rafting today! So we gathered at campus at 7a.m. and then began our journey, stuffed in fucking small bus with no air cond and with steel-hard seats. The journey is about 1 hour plus, and it was no comfort.
River rafting is a "row row row your boat" activity, which is held on a river. A boat consists of 6 people, so we had 5 friends and an instructor in one boat.
The destination is one fucked up place located quite deep in paddy fields, near Borobudur. It's okay, because the main point of this activity is the river, not the fucking station. So we went to the starting point by a small angkut, 12km away.
Upon reaching there, we started wearing the life jacket and helmet, and were given a short briefing. Then we started our journey! My boat had me, Lian Jae, Yi Teng, Rooban and Chok on it together with the instructor. We started everything well, except that the instructor was a little bit fucked up, kept saying "Daya maju" only, as if we were not trying to row.
And then, first event of the day came. Even we all are medical students except Abe, we still got shocked by it. Guess what? This is no drama, this is LIFE! We saw a dead body floating on the river!
Yes, dead body!
Well, for me I had no feeling because I was without my specs. But almost everyone already potong after seeing that. A dead body, floating on the river, and we were having activity on the same river, and more fucked up part, water splashing everywhere including into our mouth. So imagine, I have eaten some bacteria from a fresh dead body. Fuck. And when I asked the instructor need to report police or not (actually cannot report also, everyone had no hand phone, unless after we reach the end), he said there are siao lang geng aka tanjung rambutan there, so it is possibly an orang gila who jumped, so don't need to report police.
One fuck shit ever can happen on the life I live. So, you can just murder someone and throw the body there, and then everyone would think that it is orang gila and you are free! So, more fucked up shit is, I can be murdered also, and the murderer throw me there. FUCK!
But we have to know la, if report police, then the police close the place, how they can do business?
Then at 6km point, we had a rest station. Many people (almost all) played water there. With some old men shit in the water before the station, and with all the things from the dead body, everyone seemed having fun.
After resting, we continued our journey and some shits happened. Our fucking instructor don't know what the fuck he wanted to do, didn't even wait for Chok and Lian Jae to come up the boat, and he started already. I think he wanted to fuck after the activity, so he was short of time. Then a few times Chok went into the river he also never wait for him. And at one part, which was the climax of our boat's journey, we banged a big rock and he said everyone must go down to push. Okay la, since he said that then we follow lo. But before me and Rooban got to go up the boat, he jumped up and ciao already. And that place is a rapid, full of rocks, stones, and the water flow is fast. I couldn't even stand up because of fucking rocks on the ground and the speed of water. And he just ciao with the boat with 3 other friends, never ever wait for us. Since I couldn't stand up, I had to sleep on the river, and follow the flow with some fucking high speed. I was damn fucking scared to bang any rocks because my head was at front. I struggled to stand up and finally I succeeded. Then I jumped up to other boat and continued this fucking journey. Then we saw our boat not far away, I really didn't want to go back, but I still went back. And he didn't even fucking say sorry to us.
Everybody was tensed up. And he also shut his fuck up already. But he also shut his job of controling the boat. So we spin a lot of times. At one point, where everyone was playing against each other, Chok jumped to other boat and never come back again. So we left 4 people to row the boat. But anger and tension boosted up our strength and we managed to finished 3rd. or 4th.
One fuck of a day. Now everywhere is pain.
Today is Saturday. A nice Saturday morning, had to wake out damn fucking early, because we had our batch river rafting today! So we gathered at campus at 7a.m. and then began our journey, stuffed in fucking small bus with no air cond and with steel-hard seats. The journey is about 1 hour plus, and it was no comfort.
River rafting is a "row row row your boat" activity, which is held on a river. A boat consists of 6 people, so we had 5 friends and an instructor in one boat.
The destination is one fucked up place located quite deep in paddy fields, near Borobudur. It's okay, because the main point of this activity is the river, not the fucking station. So we went to the starting point by a small angkut, 12km away.
Upon reaching there, we started wearing the life jacket and helmet, and were given a short briefing. Then we started our journey! My boat had me, Lian Jae, Yi Teng, Rooban and Chok on it together with the instructor. We started everything well, except that the instructor was a little bit fucked up, kept saying "Daya maju" only, as if we were not trying to row.
And then, first event of the day came. Even we all are medical students except Abe, we still got shocked by it. Guess what? This is no drama, this is LIFE! We saw a dead body floating on the river!
Yes, dead body!
Well, for me I had no feeling because I was without my specs. But almost everyone already potong after seeing that. A dead body, floating on the river, and we were having activity on the same river, and more fucked up part, water splashing everywhere including into our mouth. So imagine, I have eaten some bacteria from a fresh dead body. Fuck. And when I asked the instructor need to report police or not (actually cannot report also, everyone had no hand phone, unless after we reach the end), he said there are siao lang geng aka tanjung rambutan there, so it is possibly an orang gila who jumped, so don't need to report police.
One fuck shit ever can happen on the life I live. So, you can just murder someone and throw the body there, and then everyone would think that it is orang gila and you are free! So, more fucked up shit is, I can be murdered also, and the murderer throw me there. FUCK!
But we have to know la, if report police, then the police close the place, how they can do business?
Then at 6km point, we had a rest station. Many people (almost all) played water there. With some old men shit in the water before the station, and with all the things from the dead body, everyone seemed having fun.
After resting, we continued our journey and some shits happened. Our fucking instructor don't know what the fuck he wanted to do, didn't even wait for Chok and Lian Jae to come up the boat, and he started already. I think he wanted to fuck after the activity, so he was short of time. Then a few times Chok went into the river he also never wait for him. And at one part, which was the climax of our boat's journey, we banged a big rock and he said everyone must go down to push. Okay la, since he said that then we follow lo. But before me and Rooban got to go up the boat, he jumped up and ciao already. And that place is a rapid, full of rocks, stones, and the water flow is fast. I couldn't even stand up because of fucking rocks on the ground and the speed of water. And he just ciao with the boat with 3 other friends, never ever wait for us. Since I couldn't stand up, I had to sleep on the river, and follow the flow with some fucking high speed. I was damn fucking scared to bang any rocks because my head was at front. I struggled to stand up and finally I succeeded. Then I jumped up to other boat and continued this fucking journey. Then we saw our boat not far away, I really didn't want to go back, but I still went back. And he didn't even fucking say sorry to us.
Everybody was tensed up. And he also shut his fuck up already. But he also shut his job of controling the boat. So we spin a lot of times. At one point, where everyone was playing against each other, Chok jumped to other boat and never come back again. So we left 4 people to row the boat. But anger and tension boosted up our strength and we managed to finished 3rd. or 4th.
One fuck of a day. Now everywhere is pain.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Sunday, November 22, 2009
星碎夜暗
最近，马来西亚读大学的朋友都有假期回家去了。中五的弟弟和其他学弟学妹则有SPM考试。
先说假期回家。
我都不知道什么时候才能回家了。二月虽然有假期，可是某某原因导致我不太想回家。
第一：成绩都还不知道，如果考试成绩差，需要重考，那么假期只剩下1个星期。
这个还不用紧。因为机票可以订在重考的日期过后，这样就一定能重考和回家。接下来……
第二：我讨厌去机场，匆匆忙忙，忙忙碌碌，赶了一大堆东西，还要担心会不会来得及，或者会不会延迟。在飞机上，空姐很少有美的，所以也就只是睡觉。可是座位很挤，膝盖撞着前面的椅子，好不舒服。
这个也不是太大的问题，既来之则安之嘛。只是在机场那段时间，我真是很讨厌。接下来……
第三：省钱！理由很简单。一次来回，从Jogja到SP，至少要RM500。爸爸妈妈是不会心疼把钱花在机票上，可是我会。呵呵！
这个还不是大问题！接下来！
第四：我讨厌离开的感觉！！！老实说，每一次要离开这里的家，或者要离开马来西亚的家，我都会很失落……觉得很多事情还没有做，或者还不够。这个是我最不想回家的原因。我甘愿在这里过生活，也不要回去，然后感受两次离开的感觉。
再加一个第五：回去了，出去、吃饭，做什么事情都是花爸爸妈妈的钱，所以就有两个坏处。首先，花钱就是不好，尤其是爸爸妈妈的。接下来，由于花爸爸妈妈的钱很不好很不健康，我就很少会讨钱，所以就没钱花，没钱玩……
我其实已经不在考虑的过程了，因为我是决定不要回去的。只是爸爸妈妈要我回去，所以就……再看看吧！
关于SPM考试嘛……我只能说：祝你好运。因为SPM考试，运气和实力的比例是1：1。你有百分百的实力，可是有零运气，你最多也只能考到一半的分数。
SPM的华语，会是我永远的阴影。我真希望我能够挖出我的做答卷，作文的那一张，然后复印我的作文。因为我有信心，那篇至少65分以上。如果拿去比赛，我相信不止是安慰奖。
陈年往事……不如说现在的考试。
现在的考试，可以说是好像拉肚子那样。来而不止，来而恐慌，去而放松，不久后又来。当初如果JPA有华文科，而我的SPM华文又是A1，我肯定会选择华文的。
天意弄人，要我做医生，连名字都这样了……
先说假期回家。
我都不知道什么时候才能回家了。二月虽然有假期，可是某某原因导致我不太想回家。
第一：成绩都还不知道，如果考试成绩差，需要重考，那么假期只剩下1个星期。
这个还不用紧。因为机票可以订在重考的日期过后，这样就一定能重考和回家。接下来……
第二：我讨厌去机场，匆匆忙忙，忙忙碌碌，赶了一大堆东西，还要担心会不会来得及，或者会不会延迟。在飞机上，空姐很少有美的，所以也就只是睡觉。可是座位很挤，膝盖撞着前面的椅子，好不舒服。
这个也不是太大的问题，既来之则安之嘛。只是在机场那段时间，我真是很讨厌。接下来……
第三：省钱！理由很简单。一次来回，从Jogja到SP，至少要RM500。爸爸妈妈是不会心疼把钱花在机票上，可是我会。呵呵！
这个还不是大问题！接下来！
第四：我讨厌离开的感觉！！！老实说，每一次要离开这里的家，或者要离开马来西亚的家，我都会很失落……觉得很多事情还没有做，或者还不够。这个是我最不想回家的原因。我甘愿在这里过生活，也不要回去，然后感受两次离开的感觉。
再加一个第五：回去了，出去、吃饭，做什么事情都是花爸爸妈妈的钱，所以就有两个坏处。首先，花钱就是不好，尤其是爸爸妈妈的。接下来，由于花爸爸妈妈的钱很不好很不健康，我就很少会讨钱，所以就没钱花，没钱玩……
我其实已经不在考虑的过程了，因为我是决定不要回去的。只是爸爸妈妈要我回去，所以就……再看看吧！
关于SPM考试嘛……我只能说：祝你好运。因为SPM考试，运气和实力的比例是1：1。你有百分百的实力，可是有零运气，你最多也只能考到一半的分数。
SPM的华语，会是我永远的阴影。我真希望我能够挖出我的做答卷，作文的那一张，然后复印我的作文。因为我有信心，那篇至少65分以上。如果拿去比赛，我相信不止是安慰奖。
陈年往事……不如说现在的考试。
现在的考试，可以说是好像拉肚子那样。来而不止，来而恐慌，去而放松，不久后又来。当初如果JPA有华文科，而我的SPM华文又是A1，我肯定会选择华文的。
天意弄人，要我做医生，连名字都这样了……
Thursday, November 19, 2009
冷雨
窗外雨不停，犹如万马奔腾。
室内小曲奏，手脚微抖。
一个星期前，气温还一直保持在35度以上。现在却天天下雨，风扇也不必全力为我工作。天气的变化真大！
俗语说：吾欲出而雨不止。有时候真的会很赌懒，上完课要回家，外面下着大雨。能做什么？冒雨回家。或者是有紧急事情，却下着雨，也就只好露天洗澡了。
话说虽然下雨了温度会降低，可是在lecture hall里面还是很热的。可是却有很多人，应该是hypothyroidism，或者是皮太薄，整个lecture hall只开了一架冷气，我在里面飚汗了，他们穿着jacket，抱着书包……
所以啊，我们住赤道一带的人都很没有用。下雨就冷得发抖。试想，俄罗斯人怎么过生活？
说真的，我自己也够没用。晚上睡觉就被迫放2号风扇。而且还盖被。
人说：中东的气候最适合人类。
可是那边的温度也是低于20度。想象一下，如果我在那边生活，我也就要每一天穿着西北厚的外套出门……
可叹啊。
室内小曲奏，手脚微抖。
一个星期前，气温还一直保持在35度以上。现在却天天下雨，风扇也不必全力为我工作。天气的变化真大！
俗语说：吾欲出而雨不止。有时候真的会很赌懒，上完课要回家，外面下着大雨。能做什么？冒雨回家。或者是有紧急事情，却下着雨，也就只好露天洗澡了。
话说虽然下雨了温度会降低，可是在lecture hall里面还是很热的。可是却有很多人，应该是hypothyroidism，或者是皮太薄，整个lecture hall只开了一架冷气，我在里面飚汗了，他们穿着jacket，抱着书包……
所以啊，我们住赤道一带的人都很没有用。下雨就冷得发抖。试想，俄罗斯人怎么过生活？
说真的，我自己也够没用。晚上睡觉就被迫放2号风扇。而且还盖被。
人说：中东的气候最适合人类。
可是那边的温度也是低于20度。想象一下，如果我在那边生活，我也就要每一天穿着西北厚的外套出门……
可叹啊。
Sunday, November 15, 2009
雨洒大地妈妈
经过了几个星期的“人体温度”的日子，终于这几日不停地下雨。雨季到了！
本地人说，雨季是从十月到四月……现在是十一月中，会不会持续到五月中？
开着房间的门，凉凉的，好爽……
可是，骑电单车的我似乎又有另一个问题……
昨天是PKPMI-CY举办DIWALI NIGHT的一天。这活动在HYATT举行，够威吧？政府出钱sponsor的，一定威啦！感谢政府。
吃了一些好料，看表演……等……
穿了我买的印度装，骑电单车时好cool，真的很凉。
我在想，为什么我要隐瞒自己的身份去认识别人……
是因为我不想被认识？
是因为我不想真诚地认识？
是因为我不想做自己？
是因为我要用另一个自己去认识？
不知道其中的道理。
本地人说，雨季是从十月到四月……现在是十一月中，会不会持续到五月中？
开着房间的门，凉凉的，好爽……
可是，骑电单车的我似乎又有另一个问题……
昨天是PKPMI-CY举办DIWALI NIGHT的一天。这活动在HYATT举行，够威吧？政府出钱sponsor的，一定威啦！感谢政府。
吃了一些好料，看表演……等……
穿了我买的印度装，骑电单车时好cool，真的很凉。
我在想，为什么我要隐瞒自己的身份去认识别人……
是因为我不想被认识？
是因为我不想真诚地认识？
是因为我不想做自己？
是因为我要用另一个自己去认识？
不知道其中的道理。
Thursday, November 12, 2009
today
Today is a funny day.
We had a lecture at 7a.m., damn fucking early, as always. Waking up forcefully and feeling like floating, I went to campus quite on time. But the lecturer was late, 35 minutes. And he still could crap some shits for about 5 minutes just for introduction. Moreover he used Bahasa when teaching, so I felt damn fucking sleepy and decided to sleep.
He managed to finish at 8.15a.m. But almost everyone had class at 8a.m. So I walked to RP because my group was having Skills Lab that time. When I reached there, I saw group mates standing at sekreteriat discussing something. Oh well, what happened was that, the doctor came on time and waited us for too fucking long, so she got pissed off and went to hospital already. Err... This is not our fault right?
So today we had only 1 hour class...
We had a lecture at 7a.m., damn fucking early, as always. Waking up forcefully and feeling like floating, I went to campus quite on time. But the lecturer was late, 35 minutes. And he still could crap some shits for about 5 minutes just for introduction. Moreover he used Bahasa when teaching, so I felt damn fucking sleepy and decided to sleep.
He managed to finish at 8.15a.m. But almost everyone had class at 8a.m. So I walked to RP because my group was having Skills Lab that time. When I reached there, I saw group mates standing at sekreteriat discussing something. Oh well, what happened was that, the doctor came on time and waited us for too fucking long, so she got pissed off and went to hospital already. Err... This is not our fault right?
So today we had only 1 hour class...
Monday, November 9, 2009
It RAINS!
Life, without fucks, is fantasy.
Life, full with fucks, is life.
Life, with fucks to a certain extend, is a perfect life.
Yesterday, our water tank dried up again. So tension... Today morning had to go to LJ house to bathe. Haiz...
But then, it just rained after so fucking long never rain.
This is life...
Fucked up days ended by this rain finally...
Hot weather of a human temperature, dust flying around like nobody's business, no water in house...
Finally today it rained and the water is fixed at the same time. LOL!
I hope better luck will come.. ^^
Life, full with fucks, is life.
Life, with fucks to a certain extend, is a perfect life.
Yesterday, our water tank dried up again. So tension... Today morning had to go to LJ house to bathe. Haiz...
But then, it just rained after so fucking long never rain.
This is life...
Fucked up days ended by this rain finally...
Hot weather of a human temperature, dust flying around like nobody's business, no water in house...
Finally today it rained and the water is fixed at the same time. LOL!
I hope better luck will come.. ^^
Friday, November 6, 2009
大热天
这几个星期，天气实在很热。很难想象每一天都是37度左右。
欧洲和美国现在是冬天，而且今年比较早下雪。
可是偏偏我这里是爪哇岛南部，离澳洲很近，而澳洲现在是大夏天……
所以现在这里很热！
每一天不需要做运动也会流汗。
最近啊，看到朋友一个一个变成一对一对。
觉得自己好失败，每一天对着电脑过生活，活在不是人生的生活。
可是这些事情不是你要就要的，环境其实比心意更有影响力。
我一向来都想找女子的，可是由于环境的影响……唉！
不止是这样，连天气都来插手。
天气热，产生精子慢一点，也就……
热！热阿！
Monday, November 2, 2009
theme changed again..
just a short post here..
i just changed theme again.. now the theme is: everything has 2 sides depends on how you look at it.
good day :)
i just changed theme again.. now the theme is: everything has 2 sides depends on how you look at it.
good day :)
十一月的片头曲
进入十一月了！好快又到年尾了。
为我的部格设了新主题。这个月的主题很简单，就只是十一月的日历。可是，我竟然找不到适当的颜色来填《织梦巷》三个字。所以眼睛睁大一点才能看到……
过去的十月发生了很多事。
最重要的，是2.1考试。考试完啦！2.1完啦！大学第二年已经16.67%过了。
在接下来还有成绩揭晓了。三个成绩，都很满足很满意。
然后还有就是开始玩新游戏……
然后还有（不管我事的）一个学妹发生“故障”回家去了……
很精彩的一个月。
当然，最精彩的是，我的《十月篇》写好了！能够成功写完是一大成就！
刚刚和senior打dota回来。我们请了william ray cassidy来助阵，因为我们缺少第五个队友。结果合作得很愉快。不知为什么今晚大家的表现都很好，几乎从来都没有这么好。
想象一下，有超过5次的gang fight，都有人红命逃走，然后转身回来杀敌……平时有一次也够力了，今晚却超过5次！
所以现在很high，睡不着觉。
为我的部格设了新主题。这个月的主题很简单，就只是十一月的日历。可是，我竟然找不到适当的颜色来填《织梦巷》三个字。所以眼睛睁大一点才能看到……
过去的十月发生了很多事。
最重要的，是2.1考试。考试完啦！2.1完啦！大学第二年已经16.67%过了。
在接下来还有成绩揭晓了。三个成绩，都很满足很满意。
然后还有就是开始玩新游戏……
然后还有（不管我事的）一个学妹发生“故障”回家去了……
很精彩的一个月。
当然，最精彩的是，我的《十月篇》写好了！能够成功写完是一大成就！
刚刚和senior打dota回来。我们请了william ray cassidy来助阵，因为我们缺少第五个队友。结果合作得很愉快。不知为什么今晚大家的表现都很好，几乎从来都没有这么好。
想象一下，有超过5次的gang fight，都有人红命逃走，然后转身回来杀敌……平时有一次也够力了，今晚却超过5次！
所以现在很high，睡不着觉。
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