I know a lot people have seen this, but I just cannot tahan to post this again and again.
FINALLY MY BOOK IS OUT!
And now I will need to check everything nice nice then I will print for all who want it.

31/12/2010, I hope I will never forget this day...

I have done everything except... the cover and a shop to print. My first ever book is quite ready to be born. Although I cannot make it on 1.1.11, it will still be a lot of excitement when I can finally hold my own book in my hands.
I still dont know how many will I print, or if budget is too limited, should I print some (and give to only some special ones) and photocopy the others... But I am trying to print 20 copies. So whoever thinks he/she wants the book please tell me so that I can reserve one for you. I am not making money, not even taking one cent from anyone, so I hope I will not have more than one copy left with me.
Currently on the list who will get the book...
1. Me
2. My family
3-20. ____________

Who else think that he/she is not on the list and seriously want to have the book, please tell me.
And...
Thank you for your support!

SPOILER...

So I am done with my first ever book to be printed. And here I am posting a picture summarizing the book.
453 pages, 155,549 words. That is the summary of my book.

我的高中生活

前言
1.拜师
2.开学
3.校花
4.邻居
5.新生
6.心碎
7.秘诀
8.联盟
9.风水
10.社团
11.商议
12.新年
13.保铃
14.书店
15.爱河
16.古迹
17.探亲
18.捉贼
19.情伤
20.文学
21.佣人
22.约会
23.遇险
24.篮球
25.回忆
26.情书
27.筹备
28.晴天
29.研究
30.巫术
31.灌溉
32.嫌疑
33.冒险
34.骗子
35.惊喜
36.送花
37.日莱
38.少爷
39.偶像
40.恢复
41.生病
42.晕倒
43.中秋
44.捷径
45.决斗
46.结果
47.真相
48.完美
49.离别
50.结局

what a way to end this short holiday

dramas happening around... i hate you you hate me... and the singing started again.
playing the blame games, and then starting to hate each other. thinking that it is cool to be able to blame others. i was once the blamer, but after a few episodes i have grown matured, and what is the fun of blaming? a better way is to solve or face the problems together with the team.
and then again, war between these 2 neighbours. and a really dumb stupid fucking ass who used laser during the match caused all the war to begin again. now i am hoping there is another evacuation again and i can be in malaysia during chinese new year.
why are there fools on this earth? because they are here to make people like me look clever.

忘了在什么时候的假期，在马来西亚家里看过《蜗居》。
我不知道要怎样形容这部戏。可以说，闷。但是，也蛮精彩的。
不管怎么样，《蜗居》是一部真的很好的戏。我不说好看，我只说好。因为可能对一些人来说它并不好看。
《蜗居》里没有大明星。可是它很写实。所以，很多评语都是说它的好。

为什么我突然提起《蜗居》，因为我也开始教华文了。虽然我没有收钱。
也许有一天，我会变成《蜗居》里的郭海萍也说不定。
其实教华文还真不错。尤其是不需要教得太深的那种。

有一集很好笑的。
什么时候用穿，什么时候用戴？
结果，答案是什么？
穿是必备的，要穿完所有该穿的，才可以出门。
戴不是必备的，没有戴也可以出门。
所以，我们要穿衣服，穿裤子，穿鞋子……却戴手表，戴帽子，戴眼镜……
我以前也没有想过，穿和戴竟然可以这样分……

I always have my own opinion about things, sometimes people cannot agree with them, and rarely people will find them stylo.

In my opinion, there are some OVERRATED and some UNDERRATED events in a year. For example, the coming Christmas is such an overrated day. It has almost become one of the must-have for teenagers, no matter who they are. The reason behind this may be the influence of Western movies, I don't know. People just cannot miss this day, cannot sit quietly at home, and (usually) must wear the Santa hat. And for some of the underrated days like parents' birthdays, people always forget them. Me as a non-Christian, have never celebrated Christmas. But there are people who will spend a lot for it. And totally forget or never really celebrate their parents' birthdays.

"Is there something bad between you and another person?" If someone asks me, the answer is yes. Who would be the person, quite a few. I may look like a carefree or not motivated or whatever you want to call me, but I do have principles. And if someone is against them, then that's it. Some of my principles are... don't cheat me, don't show off, and ... some people may find this hard to accept, but I hate nerds. Because nerds usually love to cheat people. But not all of them. So I am okay with those honest nerds. Some of my friends may know who I do not like at all. And people out there are free to hate me as well.

What do I want in my life? Actually I do not need to be damn rich, do not need to be a high-achiever, do not need to have the prettiest lady as girl friend. What I want is I want to do what I like to do, such as playing some games and writing novels. Writing novels is really fun, it is like telling your friends (or fans if I am a big novelist) stories, just like any crapping sessions you have with friends. And you definitely like to crap with friends. But writing novels are better, in a way that I control everything - the characters, the plot, the settings...

Why I am writing this post is because there are things that I want to share before the overrated day. And these are purely my opinions. I have my own principles, I want to do what I want to do, and I am lazy to compete with anyone.

as always, weekend is too short. although i always do nothing, still i feel that i have not enough time to really rest. haiz, fml.

its been really, really long since i need to use my brain, and start brainstorming for the fate of mine and four other people. until, few days back...
and until yesterday, i know, i can do it once again, just like how i did it back in 2008, where we surprised everyone including me myself.
it is 25% skill, 25% luck, 25% teamwork, and 25% confidence. i think all of them are important. and i realise, i have grown matured after so many years. previously i would screw my team when we had mistakes, and this will affect the 25% confidence. now, i would rather motivate them. the 25% teamwork is hard to achieve, due to lack of communication, but we will do well when we sit together and take as much as possible from that 25%. 25% luck, that is hard to predict how much you can get benefit from it. and skill...
i know, i still have the skill, to take my team to higher level of play. although team 08 has bad results recently, i do believe, we will be back as the team who beats everyone in tournament.
anyone of you can disagree with me, but i still feel like i am as good as i was during my prime time, maybe even better.

Ido's Album

也许你已经在面子书上看见过以上照片。
今天上课时知道我的这个朋友出了小专辑，就第一时间找他然后买了这张CD下来。里面有六首曲子。首先当然要先恭喜他，能够实现梦想。再来就……回家听喽。

什么时候才是我出书的时候？
这个问题……不容易回答。第一，我身在印尼，要出版华文字的书，我都不知道有没有可能。第二，就算我回到马来西亚，只想出版少少的二十本，我没有本钱。至少在印尼我还有储蓄，在马来西亚我根本就是完全靠父母的。可是我不想连累他们。第三，我不可能出版没有封面的书。封面由谁来设计？虽然我学过画画，可是……我怕画得不美。

有谁要订购这张CD吗？通过我订购还可以得到琴手的亲手签名哦！

《如果传》筹备得还不错，再计划两个星期（也就是写完《我的高中生活》的时间），就应该是完全计划好了。暂时呢我只能说，不要期望太多，因为我不是写爱情故事的专家。我只是随心所欲写作。现在的人真的以为爱情很重要，甚至可以为爱情去自杀而出名。连站在十字路口顾马路的警察都更有资格出名啦！所以，我说过《我的高中生活》不是爱情小说，所以结局是怎样的，你们不要期望太高……哈哈！

不知名的白花……

如果传

《我的高中生活》已近尾声，可是因为种种无奈，现在我才可以继续写作。

至于《如果传》，它是我第一部有计划的小说。现在已经开始计划的工作。

taken from 5th floor of lecture hall

its been fucking busy recently and if i were to do everything accordingly, actually i dont have time to even sleep. but as usual, i am too lazy to do things like others do, so i still have time to relax.
completing chest complaints within 3 weeks is like fucking retarded thing to do. and to prepare for its block exam in 4 days is much more fucking retarded. imagine about 40 lectures to be remembered in 4 days... with an average of 50 slides per lecture.
enough of these...

actually i always want to write this. big thanks for everyone who did their job for our evacuation. the embassy, the high education ministry, tudm, our university, seniors, juniors, ourselves, media, and most importantly my family who came all the way from sp to subang and then back to sp again.
during my stay in malaysia, i didnt hang out with any friends, because either they didnt know i was there, or i didnt know they were there. so most of the time spent was with family or in my room playing some games. some people asked me why i didnt complete my novel then? simply because it is hard to write novel at home. it is easier to write it in indonesia because i have nothing else to do.

nice sky at home...

beautiful flower at home...


cute little thing at home...