return to dota for tournament?

PKPMI-CY Dota Tournament in 1 month time, should I join?

The 08 first team has been surviving without me for a few games, and from what I heard the results were not bad. So, should I still be the sub in the team?

If I am going to play in this tournament, should I start training back?

If I am not really needed in first team, while other teams might need me, should I join them?

Seriously I doubt I can do as good as I could 2 months ago. I have been away from Dota for almost 2 months, except on friends' birthday. Should I consider myself a pro or a noob now? I would say that I am just normal.

I told them that even if I play, I would not be the drafter. It is so fucked up to let someone who stopped playing Dota for a few months to draft for a team who play average 3 games a week. Another thing is I have no confidence in myself to carry this responsibility.

Now what I am worrying is the number of teams that will participate in the tournament. The worst thing we can see is only 5 teams in the tournament. Why? Because 09 juniors although I have asked one of them to form at least 2 teams from their batch, I am not confident that they will make it. I mean, to form 2 teams. Another thing is the koas seniors might not be able to join, so 06 seniors might combine to form only 1 team, in worst case.

5 teams only, with only one eliminated and four will go to semi, sounds stupid right?

I hope everything will be fine, and 8 teams will be in the tournament like what I expected.

And also, I hope there will be Warcraft III tournament also. For some serious pawnage!