前奏

古时，天地尚于混沌状态。在此时，盘古生在其间，不断成长，天地原本混沌状态不能容纳其身体而分裂，“精气”上升为天，“浊气”降为地。

盘古死后，其精、气、神分化成为三大神。分别为伏羲、神农、女娲，被成为“三皇”。盘古之心悬于天地之间成为连接天地的纽带，并与天界清气所钟之地连接，因清浊交汇而生“神树”，成为天界生命之源。

因天地间生灵太少，三皇分别以不同形式创造生灵。伏羲以神树吸收神界清气所结的果实为躯体，注入自己强大的精力，创造出“神”。由于神树果实来源稀少，因此神的数量极少，但灵力强大。神不耐大地浊气，因此居于天，形成神界。神虽然有男女之分，但交合繁衍后神本体会失去灵力逐渐死亡，并不能增加神 的数量，因此被严禁交合繁衍。神农以大地土石草木为体，灌注自身气力，创造出“兽”（包括走兽昆虫）。因神农注重数量和能 力，因此兽的种类、数量很多，且能力多样，但是心智没有开蒙。女娲以黄土、水混合，附以自身血液和灵力，用杨柳枝条点化，依自己模样塑造，创造出“人”。人体 态优美，富有智慧，但体力较逊，虽然没有特别的能力，但领悟力极强。女娲替人类立了婚姻制度，使青年男女互相婚配，繁衍后代。

神居于天，人兽居于地，另有鬼界作为人、兽等生灵的轮回中转之所。数万年来相安无事。后因人兽 过度繁衍，时有冲突。不久，人间出现了一个残酷统治者名波旬。他与其部下向人类开战，断除人类性命，意图独占大地。此役惊动了天上神族，终于取得援手，在一位神将指挥下战败波旬。波旬逃亡时打开了通往异界的通道，与残部于异界修炼，后人称他们为“魔”。这异界也因此得了“魔界”之名。从此，神族与魔界势不两立。

此役之后，伏羲以对抗魔界为名，在神界建立了等级制度，并自封为“天帝”，规定神的地位高于人类，由神族统治大地，而人必须侍奉神，扩大神界对人间的控制和支配。

数万年下来，神族渐渐腐败，人类也对神的积怨已久，终于爆发起义。天帝下令镇压，遭到人类顽强抵抗。天帝恼怒，在人间发了特大灾难，天塌地陷，洪水泛滥。女娲熔炼五色石修补苍天，拯救人类。女娲对抗了天帝使得天帝开除女娲的神籍。但经深思后觉得神族也有不对之处，于是下令所有神族回到天界，封闭天界之门，下令神不得任意到人界，从此人神二界完全隔绝。女娲救了人类，于是有人奉她为娲皇。又因女娲立了婚姻制度，固被传为婚姻女神。另传女娲制造了一个叫笙簧的乐器，而又称为音乐女神。

偶有人类或兽类向正道修炼，激发出自身的灵力，而成“仙”。同时，人类与兽类若修炼时心念不正，依然能够激发其灵力而成“妖”。有人道，仙乃成神之径，妖乃为魔之途。可是，神乃伏羲以神树吸收神界清气所结的果实再注入其精力所创造出来的，是以此说法还有不正确之处。

神、仙、人、妖、魔、鬼六界，便是因此而来。连通神界与魔界的唯一通道，神魔两方各设有重重障碍，并有重兵防守，严禁两界生灵通过。神界与人界也自女娲补天后隔绝。鬼界乃人与兽转世之处，故此人类无法擅自进出。时有鬼仍然徘徊于人间而不得轮回，需要得道人士超度。虽说人界、仙界与妖界为三个不同的世界，但依然有仙和妖出现在人间。

hari waisak

finally i have decided to change the beginning and the ending of the story, and probably i will start working today.

wesak day... holiday...

this wesak day plus weekend combo is one of the longest holiday we are having. sad case.

as life goes on, more and more gays appear. such a sad world i am living in. maybe they are not gay, but they just show their gay side? oh shit, they still look gay and lead me think that they are gay. so they are gay.

while many are complaining about the hot weather in malaysia, here everyday (almost) is raining. nice weather for a nap.

so i should listen to the sky's will and go to sleep.

日惹，我回来了

四点零五分，飞机着陆于日惹机场。
我，回来了。

星期三的考试如预料中，很难。它是2.1 remedial 后最难的一张。
可是管它做什么？考完试就应该痛快地庆祝一番！
大吃大喝大玩了一夜，隔天中午就搭飞机到耶嘉达。
星期四至星期日我们在印尼首都度假。
有坐Merc德士，有吃各种昂贵食物，买贵牌衣。此番出去，我只带了睡觉穿的衣服，其他的在那边买。
然后看足球Champions League决赛。

终于我又回到现实。
回到属于我的生活。

读懒

生活很寂寞。睡觉醒来就面对着电脑，关了电脑就是睡觉。这就是所谓的“睡醒打开眼睛第一个看到的就是你，睡前最后一个看到的也是你”。好浪漫……

现在又是考试来临之时。要努力读书，可是力不从心，只好读一下玩一下。
当初考SPM时我并不需要这样“读一下玩一下”，因为我那时候感情有所寄托。不管多累，只要能够线上聊几句，精神又回来了。
现在……悲哀啊。
就如我告诉我朋友的，线上一女友，生活一女友。线上的是给我们精神上的鼓励，而生活的才是真的女友。可是难道生活的女友不能够给精神上的鼓励？生活的女友，会吵架，会不开心而闹分手。往往带来的不是鼓励而是挫折。线上的，不会有这些问题。因为它是假的。假的，都是好的。

祝我读书愉快吧。

results for 2.4

Result was released yesterday and one thing that I am so fucking stress is the truth that only 3 people got A. Although A is not my business, but 3 people out of nearly 90 people make it like some fuck of a thing to happen.

I give an example. In a company there are 100 workers. 50 of them are lepak kakis, come to work late and go back early, or even ponteng kerja. 25 of them come to work and go back home on time, never curi tulang, but the performance is not that good. 20 of them work well and we cannot ask for more already. 5 of them always do OT without extra payment and they are fucking efficient. So when this company wants to give them grade, the 50 would be C or D or E class workers because they are too lousy, but depend on their working efficiency also lah. The 25 should be the B class workers, because they are almost perfect except their works are not really perfect. The 20 are grade A workers. They already can be role models for others. And the 5 would be S class worker - super class. Because they do so much and so good and ... lazy to write.

Anyone disagree with this example?

So, our grading should never be like this! The 5 being A, 20 being B, 25 being C and 50 D and E! What the hell? The exam questions always ask too many extra things from lecture notes, thus we are so fucking hard to get high mark, unless we are studying like very hardworking. Imagine, for 1 week we need to, not only read all about Cancers, but also to REMEMBER all the info! Then the next week we need to read and remember autoimmune and hormonal disorders, and many many more, and then we cannot afford to forget what we read last week, last last week ...

And with this they are playing our CGPA.

Although this time I am satisfied with my result, seeing only 3 people got A is still... GRRRRR... And oh yeah, because 2.4 I stopped DotA, that is why I can get correct X question, during the exam I calculated the maximum question I can correct is X. Meaning all the question I think I can answer correctly were all correct! :D

9/5/2010

Tomorrow, my brother will start his new life at matriculation.
So tonight, he will leave SP together with my father.
And so, from that moment onwards, my house at SP will only have 3 persons living there. The dog has gone, 3 brothers have left.
I don't know how quiet will it be in the house, soon. With my parents working, and my brother going to school and tuitions.

Today is Mother's Day? But what to celebrate here. Studying. For tomorrow's cp and next week's block exam.
Reading the lecture notes that are killing me slowly.
I don't know why my tolerance for WORDS is decreasing day by day. I just cannot study for 5 minutes continuously.
Feel like shit.

So tomorrow people would be entering form 6 and matriculation. Some rich people would ignore both and just wait for scholarship or go to college if fail.
This is life. Rich people get what they want.
As I always say, money has 2 functions. One is to keep, so that you will be rich. Another one is to spend, so that you get what you want. Poor people cannot choose freely how they want to manage money, but rich people can.

Hence, there will be homesicks, there will be sadness, there will be "OMG come back to school again" and most importantly, there will be "fuck, need to study again" for these people.
In my opinion, if you want to maintain as a smart person, go to form 6 or matriculation then. You learn more than Cambridge A Level. And study physics please because that is really an interesting subject to study, and still useful to our daily lives. Unlike many other subjects that seem to be interesting, they are usually useless.

A common quote: OMWTFG tomorrow is MONDAY again!
As I live on, I feel that every Sunday is a nightmare, for the next day will be MONDAY.
Oh, why is it called Monday? Because it is a Mourn Day.
I just want to santai and lepak, but time just does not let me to do so.
And.. I had a dream, dreamt that I was in one of my tuitions during form 5, and got caned again for laziness. And everytime I attend Dr Carla lectures or tutorials I just have the feeling of one of my tuitions during form 4.
Seriously it shows that I still love my life during form 4 and 5. No worries, be happy, and... many more.

Happy Mother's Day

故 事

今天终于写到第四个有名字的人物出现，可能第五个也会在今晚出现。
可是名字还没有想好。

到现在我也不晓得写了多少字。总觉得如果要这样继续写下去，一定会超过二万字。如果形容事、人、物能更仔细，我想要突破十万字也是可以的。

至于要不要放上来，这决定很难做。
因为我写的是在另一个世界所发生的，而我的文笔不好，怕放上来没有人明白。
还有就是，宗教是我故事里一个很重要的元素，我怕会有人不赞成我改变了一些东西。

故事纯属虚构嘛！
我改变一些东西，不算大罪，不是吗？

劳动节劳动

劳动节快乐！

今天终于开始写兜在我脑里很久的故事。
这是我停笔几年后的第一个作品，有点期待……
其实还算蛮顺利。
早上睡醒，午饭后又继续，已经超过一千五百字了。
故事到现在已经出现了三个有名字的人。

梁友金：名虽良友，乃损友一名。
林萧清：人如其名，清静中现萧，大声角色一名。
许志丁：志如丁，只会跟着梁友金混。

取他们名字时也只是顺其自然，却发现和我要写的角色能牵上关系。
再过三天吧，我就能把故事带入正题。
老实说，我不是很喜欢自己形容人物的动作。
希望接下来会慢慢进步，因为接下来的动作和背景都很重要。
所以呀，有时间可能自己会修订。
把动作写得更仔细。
把感情带出来。

故事要什么题目？
还不知道。