火山爆发

这种情况持续了差不多一个星期。自从Merapi从siaga变成awas之后，生活改变了很多。

为了做好准备，我们收拾了一个小书包，里面装着passport等重要文件，还有水、食物，和一些紧急时需要用的东西。万一发生什么事，只要拿了书包就直接跑。
所以，每一天去campus书包都很重。不是我怕死，而是以防万一。

每一天晚上，我都守夜到三点，然后换人。虽然我的家有7个人，可是一部分人是不可靠的，所以我坚持要自己守夜。这个也不是我怕死，只是我们不知道这一次的破坏力有多大，有传闻说它这一次比2006年强10倍。如果真的强10倍，我再怎么准备也是死。如果是强5倍，至少我可能能活。

看着那班人，白天还做一些无聊费神的事情，晚上回家对我说“好累，有什么事情记得叫我。”，你就知道，靠人不如靠自己。

一个星期，晚上不睡好，白天又上课。校方根本不把它当一回事。越来越多人死了。救护车向Merapi赶去，或向医院冲来。鸣声听得很倦。星期四去campus的时候，看到很多人停了motor站在路边。一辆lorry载着三个棺材驾过我旁边。
我知道，这一次是真的。

昨晚，下了一场雨。和平时的雨不同。平时的雨我们都怕，有sulphur溶在里面。昨晚的雨，是沙雨。把火山灰和沙从25km外带到这里。开门一看，屋子好像建在海滩那样。Motor完全被沙盖了。树叶都是沙。一阵风吹过，沙和灰飘落，顿时陷入沙暴。

ash rain aftermath 2

ash rain aftermath 1

this morning, even we are 25km away from the furious merapi, it still rained ash and sand. the result? almost 5mm of sand covering the ground.

n8

more of N8 photos.

btw, merapi erupting soon, and i have to be prepared for the worst.
lets hope nothing serious will happen and i still can go back to msia...

guess what? savings of one whole year is in this box.


this is it. :D

YS Novels

Today is a memorable day because...
there are 50 people "like" YS Novels!

To anyone who support me and has not "liked" the page, you are welcomed to do so.
LOL.
I am not forcing anyone to like it. Do it on your own will.

I already have the whole story done in my mind, I just don't have time to write it down.
Sorry for the delay of updating.
Due to postponed exam date, I have lesser free time to write.
So I might need more than a week after exam to finish it.

As for the sequel, I have the main idea already.
I am just waiting for more support to have the job starts.
And I really hope, this will be the novel that will change my life.

Before I stop, I must say that this sequel is 100% my original idea with some reference from some sources for detailed information, not the story.
While the current novel...
not 100% my original idea because some of them are my real life experiences and some are from other sources.

i used this whole day to finish my methodology assignment.
this is foolish.
yes it is.
i dont even have any research, and i need to do a proposal.
and i crap all the things.
but i need citations.
and best of all, i have done a 11-page proposal.
what i feel now is grateful, relieved, and ... sleepy.
somehow my strategy worksand i finish it on time.
and because of this methodology, i have my powerpoint's virginity broken.
this is the first time i do something on powerpoint.
i hope tomorrow i will get at least 7 mark for this methodology.

for the novel, these few days visitors to the site has been decreasing, a lot.
but i understand that without update who wants to go?
so its ok, im not feeling disappointed about that.
after the exam i am going to continue.
and lets see if the site will have some visitors back.
and for the sequel, i actually have the idea already.
but without any supporters or readers, what for i write it down?
thats why i set my target of 50 votes to start writing it.
and the idea of the story, i have already had it since somewhere may or june this year.
just that it is hard for me to write the beginning.
but if it is a sequel, then it will be much more easier to begin the story.
as i said, the sequel has a fantasy world setting, with ru guo as main protagonist.
previously in my idea, the main protagonist was a summoner.
but now, if i have enough supports, the protagonist has to be a mage.

ok, get back to the current novel.
there are still some incidents to happen before the conflict comes.
and like what i told some of my friends, the end will be somewhat predictable.
but it is not like what they think.
this is not a novel mainly about romance.
romance is just part of the novel.
so the end is not always be 2 people get together.
or two people who love each other got seperated.
i have revealed enough clues along the story how this will end.

and to those who havent voted, no matter you support me or not, please vote so that i know how many people are actually supporting me.
im not that kind of people who want tobe the centre of attention.
its just that without your support, i am like writing on the wall.
and it looks stupid.
its just like plants grow taller not because they want your attention.
but they need to get sunlight.
same here.
i need to grow taller not because i want to get attention but i need to survive.
survive in the world of writing.

愿圆缘

源远苑

怨缘远

缘原圆

愿缘援鸳

缘鸳圜媛

爰冤

媛远院

鸳怨

源院

缘渊援鸳圆愿

for people who want to support my novels, here you go.

i created a page on facebook few days ago, and on the first day the response was more than what i expected.

and on second day, as expected, there was no response.

actually i do not need too much response, what i really need is just support. i need more support to have motivation to continue writing. and my ultimate aim is to have my novels get published.

but if i cant even get support from my friends, how am i going to get more supporters?

that is why i am hoping that my friends and family who support me will suggest the page to more people out there, and if i really have enough supporters, my novels can be published without any problems.

and i want to thank all of you who have been supporting me. and to those who dont like me or my novels, sorry.

number of visitors of my blog does not show the number of REAL readers of it.

so now, with less than 30 visitors to my novel, i have how many readers only?

dont know.

it is quite a failure having so little readers after so long time and after so much advertisement.

but i will continue writing it to the end.

梦想

我问我自己，我有什么梦想？

其实我现在这个时候所拥有的梦想，是……

第一：拥有自己的书，自己写的小说。我觉得能够握住自己写的小说，那是最幸福的事情。我不需要很出名，我不需要赚很多钱，我的梦想就只是拥有自己的书。

第二：能够享受生活。这个梦想相信谁都有。

第三：能够顺利地过完大学生活。大学生活真是让我太失望了，我也不知道怎样形容，总之就是大学生活，不是我所期望的生活。

如果我的梦想都成为现实，我会写一系列的小说，由《我的高中生活》为前传，接下来的故事将会是奇幻型故事。可是如我所说的，大学生活太失望了，所以要接下去好像有一点困难。