now is the end of theory years. a lot of things to be done.
but of course, if you know how to spend time, you will have time.

i should start studying, but still not in the mood of doing this.
chinese new year is coming soon. another year without ang pao. sigh!

i said, if we know the result, the process is not important anymore.
the ultimate ending for each of us, is death.
but the result of what we are doing at this moment, dont know.
this is why we are working hard in the process.
and if we know? then, really, the process is not important.

i always have a lot in my mind. but very little in action and speech.
and i feel... no need to have someone who really know what is in my mind.
the most important thing is, we can go along well.
just like, we dont need to know how deep is the ocean, we just need to know we must sail safely on the sea.

recently i beat a game, in a few days. yeah!
"what to do when i felt lonely... that was the only thing you couldnt teach me. but we need to figure out the answer for ourselves..."
this sentence brought chills when i saw it, in that game.

and the most important thing, ever, is...
im still here!