所有20本书都已经有各自的主人了！只是有两本还没有交给主人。
至于SP的朋友们，再加两本给家人，就要等我回去以后再印了。很拍写要你们等。可是真的，我是有一些麻烦，所以才不能印好了再带回去。
到现在，我得到的评语都很不错。也不知道是不是读了的人看在我的面子上不敢讲它的缺点，还是真的我写到这样好……
可是不管怎样，谢谢你们的支持！
你们的支持，就是我的推动力！
至于接下来的作品，我暂时已经有idea了。如果传就先不写了。我想我还没有心理准备写那种风格的作品。
接下来的作品，我暂时给它取名为《记忆》。随着故事的发展可能会换成《记忆中的你》。还不确定。和《我的高中生活》一样，我不是focus在爱情上。我想写的，是关于前世今生的东西。什么时候开工呢，可能假期的时候就可以开始了。
对了，我二月一号回马来西亚，到十三号。
Friday, January 21, 2011
Monday, January 17, 2011
真正的Bahasa Malaysia
是时候再发表自己的意见。
自从纳吉当上首相，我在马来西亚的时间是少过一百天。所以，我只知道有One Malaysia这个东西，也知道有Salam Satu Malaysia这个东西，也还知道有大概是Satu Bangsa, Satu Bahasa, Satu Malaysia这样的东西。
从小，我们就学Bahasa Malaysia等于Bahasa Melayu；Bahasa Melayu亦等于Bahasa Malaysia。可是，对我来说，Bahasa Malaysia其实是可以有更深的意义，更广的范围。
我想，真正的Bahasa Malaysia，应该包括了：
1. Bahasa Melayu
2. 马来西亚人华语
3. 马来西亚人英语（即Manglish）
4. 其他土著的语言
5. （我不知道这里的淡米儿文和印度的有什么差别。如果有的话，应该也加下来。）
我这样说，不是纯粹在放屁。你看，马来西亚人的语言和其他国家的语言的确不同。就先拿马来西亚人英语来说。
马：Bradder, you eat already or not?
英：Hey, have you eaten?
美：Yo! Have you eaten?
我们还有我们独特的“lah”等助词。这就是马来西亚风光。也许新加坡也有，可是还算是马来西亚独特的语言。
现在我来说关于华语吧……
马1：刺饱了（liao）没有？
马2：还没有kok。
马1：真的咩？料你刚才去mamak做somok？
这种话，听在马来西亚人耳朵里亲切、舒服。却也是马来西亚独特的风光。
其实，连Bahasa Melayu 和 Bahasa Malaysia也是有分别的。
Bahasa Melayu：Bilakah kamu balik?
Bahasa Malaysia: Bile ko balek?
我们有这样多姿多彩、Only in Malaysia的东西，为什么不要公认它们呢？搞不好我这篇blog给UNESCO看了真的承认这些东西。
Bahasa是属于所有人的。
自从纳吉当上首相，我在马来西亚的时间是少过一百天。所以，我只知道有One Malaysia这个东西，也知道有Salam Satu Malaysia这个东西，也还知道有大概是Satu Bangsa, Satu Bahasa, Satu Malaysia这样的东西。
从小，我们就学Bahasa Malaysia等于Bahasa Melayu；Bahasa Melayu亦等于Bahasa Malaysia。可是，对我来说，Bahasa Malaysia其实是可以有更深的意义，更广的范围。
我想，真正的Bahasa Malaysia，应该包括了：
1. Bahasa Melayu
2. 马来西亚人华语
3. 马来西亚人英语（即Manglish）
4. 其他土著的语言
5. （我不知道这里的淡米儿文和印度的有什么差别。如果有的话，应该也加下来。）
我这样说，不是纯粹在放屁。你看，马来西亚人的语言和其他国家的语言的确不同。就先拿马来西亚人英语来说。
马：Bradder, you eat already or not?
英：Hey, have you eaten?
美：Yo! Have you eaten?
我们还有我们独特的“lah”等助词。这就是马来西亚风光。也许新加坡也有，可是还算是马来西亚独特的语言。
现在我来说关于华语吧……
马1：刺饱了（liao）没有？
马2：还没有kok。
马1：真的咩？料你刚才去mamak做somok？
这种话，听在马来西亚人耳朵里亲切、舒服。却也是马来西亚独特的风光。
其实，连Bahasa Melayu 和 Bahasa Malaysia也是有分别的。
Bahasa Melayu：Bilakah kamu balik?
Bahasa Malaysia: Bile ko balek?
我们有这样多姿多彩、Only in Malaysia的东西，为什么不要公认它们呢？搞不好我这篇blog给UNESCO看了真的承认这些东西。
Bahasa是属于所有人的。
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Thursday, January 13, 2011
after one week i printed my books, there are 2 more left.
actually what really makes me happy is the support given by my family and friends. giving autograph is not the happiest thing, i am happy when i see people take my books happily.
feedbacks i got are mostly positive. maybe my friends dont want to hurt me. there are also very little negative feedback. and i appreciate every comments given.
the original price for each book is 35000 rupiah. and why im not taking back 100%, its because i think i should pay at least a little bit for your support. at first i didnt want to take even 1 rupiah but then thinking that doing this may hurt, and after emo for some time, i came up to this final decision.
and to my friends in malaysia, my mother said that printing in malaysia is equally cheap, so im going to print when im back in malaysia. i know this may take some time but i hope you all can understand. bring bunch of books up to an aeroplane is quite... hard to do.
some of my friends who finished reading the novel suggested me to write another ending for... you know who. so i wrote it and posted it already.
to those who asked me to translate it, sorry i cannot do that. it is too hard for me to translate it.
to those who asked me to publish it, i think this novel cannot be published because i used malaysian mandarin plus a lot of our daily words inside which i think outsiders cannot understand and no publisher would risk their money to publish it.
and finally, thanks again to everyone who has been supporting me. and big thanks to jpa for giving me allowance.
actually what really makes me happy is the support given by my family and friends. giving autograph is not the happiest thing, i am happy when i see people take my books happily.
feedbacks i got are mostly positive. maybe my friends dont want to hurt me. there are also very little negative feedback. and i appreciate every comments given.
the original price for each book is 35000 rupiah. and why im not taking back 100%, its because i think i should pay at least a little bit for your support. at first i didnt want to take even 1 rupiah but then thinking that doing this may hurt, and after emo for some time, i came up to this final decision.
and to my friends in malaysia, my mother said that printing in malaysia is equally cheap, so im going to print when im back in malaysia. i know this may take some time but i hope you all can understand. bring bunch of books up to an aeroplane is quite... hard to do.
some of my friends who finished reading the novel suggested me to write another ending for... you know who. so i wrote it and posted it already.
to those who asked me to translate it, sorry i cannot do that. it is too hard for me to translate it.
to those who asked me to publish it, i think this novel cannot be published because i used malaysian mandarin plus a lot of our daily words inside which i think outsiders cannot understand and no publisher would risk their money to publish it.
and finally, thanks again to everyone who has been supporting me. and big thanks to jpa for giving me allowance.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
self conflict again
again, im questioning myself. am i doing the right things?
some of them are frustrated by the late arrival of our opponents today. but you know, i am really really rational. we do have our turns that we are late for something. and whenever this happens, someone else is waiting. and they may feel the same too.
so, i did not feel frust for this. the only thing i got frust today is the sudden cancel of our dota games. luckily, somehow they came in the end and we played.
first game, they only had 4 players, so one of us went to their team. i drafted the game and we won like... you know, rape. owning at early game and pushing and killing everywhere. second game, finally they were full, then i let another fellow drafted. it was a hard game but one of them disconnected so we remake halfway before the result was obvious. third game, we let another fellow drafted and... i got what i want to play lol and we won also.
so now, i have two questions.
am i right not to feel frust over their late arrival?
am i right to pass over my leadership?
i know it is better to feel nothing after they were late. just understand their situation and forgive them. thats the best. but, what do others think? and then, what do others think about me?
and i know, for heavens sake if i remain as the leader, we would be better. but then, it would go against someones will and interest. although this is also my interest, and is what i am famous for, but if i dont let go this, how will others think about it?
ok ok, i think thats enough for my self conflict again.
but i just want the world to become a better place lol.
some of them are frustrated by the late arrival of our opponents today. but you know, i am really really rational. we do have our turns that we are late for something. and whenever this happens, someone else is waiting. and they may feel the same too.
so, i did not feel frust for this. the only thing i got frust today is the sudden cancel of our dota games. luckily, somehow they came in the end and we played.
first game, they only had 4 players, so one of us went to their team. i drafted the game and we won like... you know, rape. owning at early game and pushing and killing everywhere. second game, finally they were full, then i let another fellow drafted. it was a hard game but one of them disconnected so we remake halfway before the result was obvious. third game, we let another fellow drafted and... i got what i want to play lol and we won also.
so now, i have two questions.
am i right not to feel frust over their late arrival?
am i right to pass over my leadership?
i know it is better to feel nothing after they were late. just understand their situation and forgive them. thats the best. but, what do others think? and then, what do others think about me?
and i know, for heavens sake if i remain as the leader, we would be better. but then, it would go against someones will and interest. although this is also my interest, and is what i am famous for, but if i dont let go this, how will others think about it?
ok ok, i think thats enough for my self conflict again.
but i just want the world to become a better place lol.
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Saturday, January 1, 2011
emo...
i got a sudden gush of emo... and this feeling is killing me. noone to talk to at the moment, all are busy with this countdown shit.
i think i am trying to hard... i push too hard on myself... i try to make everyone happy. but are they really happy after all what i have done? am i doing all these for nothing? i dont know. i feel helpless.
my first book is out, finally. and at some points i have conflicts. i do not want to take money because, you know, i feel guilty if people pay for it but in the end they are not satisfied with it. so i rather give it free, not even taking one cent. i am hurting myself for others' sake, but really, will they be happy?
for all these while, i have been a person like this. i sacrifice myself for others. when sharing a bed, when someone is going more than 50% of the bed, i would just keep quiet and sleep as little space i can. when others want to do something which i really like to do it, i would just let them do it and sacrifice my own happiness. when lining up to pay something or whatever, i would finish as fast as possible so that people behind me would not wait for long. when people want to borrow money, i would lend them without asking them to pay back. when i became member of a group to do an assignment, i would do anything i can to make the group happy.
but seriously, are they happy? and, am i happy?
after i got my book, yes, i am really happy. i can smile like one psycho when i look at my book. but when i think about printing it and giving it out, free, i start to have conflict. what if, people want it because it is free? after they receive it, will they even look at it once? will they not appreciate it? and afterall, this project is all by myself, with some help from others. but, still, i feel that... you know, something is not right.
i talked to my mother just now, and i didnt plan to talk about the price of the book. but i still cannot do it, and in the end i told. then, i start to feel guilty if i use money like nobody's business. even though this money is all by me and i have the rights to use them. but if i collect money, then the above thing will make me feel guilty.
i dont know. i am really emo now. and i feel helpless.
i have been trying to make people happy. but do they know that? do they even feel happy?
i think i am trying to hard... i push too hard on myself... i try to make everyone happy. but are they really happy after all what i have done? am i doing all these for nothing? i dont know. i feel helpless.
my first book is out, finally. and at some points i have conflicts. i do not want to take money because, you know, i feel guilty if people pay for it but in the end they are not satisfied with it. so i rather give it free, not even taking one cent. i am hurting myself for others' sake, but really, will they be happy?
for all these while, i have been a person like this. i sacrifice myself for others. when sharing a bed, when someone is going more than 50% of the bed, i would just keep quiet and sleep as little space i can. when others want to do something which i really like to do it, i would just let them do it and sacrifice my own happiness. when lining up to pay something or whatever, i would finish as fast as possible so that people behind me would not wait for long. when people want to borrow money, i would lend them without asking them to pay back. when i became member of a group to do an assignment, i would do anything i can to make the group happy.
but seriously, are they happy? and, am i happy?
after i got my book, yes, i am really happy. i can smile like one psycho when i look at my book. but when i think about printing it and giving it out, free, i start to have conflict. what if, people want it because it is free? after they receive it, will they even look at it once? will they not appreciate it? and afterall, this project is all by myself, with some help from others. but, still, i feel that... you know, something is not right.
i talked to my mother just now, and i didnt plan to talk about the price of the book. but i still cannot do it, and in the end i told. then, i start to feel guilty if i use money like nobody's business. even though this money is all by me and i have the rights to use them. but if i collect money, then the above thing will make me feel guilty.
i dont know. i am really emo now. and i feel helpless.
i have been trying to make people happy. but do they know that? do they even feel happy?
Friday, December 31, 2010
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
I have done everything except... the cover and a shop to print. My first ever book is quite ready to be born. Although I cannot make it on 1.1.11, it will still be a lot of excitement when I can finally hold my own book in my hands.
I still dont know how many will I print, or if budget is too limited, should I print some (and give to only some special ones) and photocopy the others... But I am trying to print 20 copies. So whoever thinks he/she wants the book please tell me so that I can reserve one for you. I am not making money, not even taking one cent from anyone, so I hope I will not have more than one copy left with me.
Currently on the list who will get the book...
1. Me
2. My family
3-20. ____________
Who else think that he/she is not on the list and seriously want to have the book, please tell me.
And...
Thank you for your support!
I still dont know how many will I print, or if budget is too limited, should I print some (and give to only some special ones) and photocopy the others... But I am trying to print 20 copies. So whoever thinks he/she wants the book please tell me so that I can reserve one for you. I am not making money, not even taking one cent from anyone, so I hope I will not have more than one copy left with me.
Currently on the list who will get the book...
1. Me
2. My family
3-20. ____________
Who else think that he/she is not on the list and seriously want to have the book, please tell me.
And...
Thank you for your support!
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