laziness own

ok, i have been whining a lot of shits.
actually deep in my heart i know, the main cause of all failures is laziness.
but what causes this laziness is lack of endurance.
i try to study 30 minutes, but at 20 minute point i will start having headache, dizziness or increase in melatonin level.

after so freaking long studying medicine, i still think that my best results come from post tests of labs using microscope.
they are histology and anatomical pathology.
they seldom fail me but surprise me. HAHAHAHA!!!!
but what use if i still fail in block exam?

holland is through to the next stage now, facing slovakia??
and from all the games, i dont think they play the best.
but usually the team that plays the best will not win.
so i still think they got the biggest chance to win.
especially with robben playing, that is OMGWTF.

oh, i just changed my warcraft theme a few days back.
got a fresh look now everytime i open warcraft, and when the game ends.
i have been trying to chase back the 4 seconds, but it is fucking hard.
what i talk about is, pro players usually have their hero at 1.05 mark, while i have mine 1.09.
my fingers are too dumb.
or maybe because im using a dumb mouse? :D

back to cruel life... i still have a lot moar to study, to remember, to memorise.
understanding alone is not enough, we need to eat words by words.
and also eat other resource.
fucking retarded system.
to complete so many things in 7 weeks.
what we have to study in this block including geriatrics book (i dont know what book is the recommended one but i know we need to study this), internal medicine, anatomical pathology, some clinical anatomy etc.
how to settle in 7 weeks?
siao one.
(actually is im too lazy lah... -___-)