fuck my life

although i am a medical student, i have a fucking unhealthy lifestyle.

1. i drink water almost less than 1 litre a day, and most of them are not mineral water but coffee, carbonated drinks etc.
2. i hate green vege and avoid eating them (if possible)
3. i never do exercise and have a fucking sedentary lifestyle, sitting in front of my lap top more than 10 hours a day.
4. i may not be sleeping at night due to too much relaxation so too many last-minute works.
5. my living environment is dirty.

but from another point of view,
1. i am saving water and helping those in africa countries etc.
2. i am saving the earth by decreasing the number of greens being cut.
3. i am avoiding any sports injury.
4. my life is free from stress (if not because of stupid exams).
5. i am training my body's immunity.

only about 10 more days before i reach home. but i still have a lot to study and to really finish in time i will need to study lectures of 1 week in a day. and i need to remember every words. and i cannot afford to repeat any of them. so this is like digging my own grave again.

i still believe, results is important but not the most important thing in this world. even if a doctor knows everything, but the patient is in a stage of waiting to die, then the doctor would still fail to treat the patient. and worse is the doctor can be sued if the doctor did not infrom consent well.

and another thing i believe, is degree of intelligence is determined by 2 subjects: physics and mathematics. i am not saying myself a fucking pro in these 2 subjects, but to those who say getting good results in medical school are smart, i disagree this. i just can say they are hardworking, although they may be smart as well i dont know, and i dont care.