dota competition

I have been busy these few days, for there was PKPMI DotA competition. Being in one of the teams to watch and the drafter of the team, I feel that if there is anything wrong I am the one to blame. Maybe it is just what I feel and not by others, but I still quite tension with it.
Marlboro has been the top gun but I know there is chance to win this competition. I don't care what Marlboro team members talk about us. From what I heard, they are not scared of our team. But from what they have been doing, I am sure that in their mind we are the only team they need to worry of. Because, they have been saving our replays almost everytime after playing with us. This shows that they have been finding solution to break our team play. So, are they really not afraid of our team?
We lost 4 games in total in the competition, while in league we lost to Marlboro and in semi we lost 1 to AFB and another 2 in final, to Marlboro. I do not blame anyone for getting silver, it was me who did not pick heroes properly due to lack of confidence in using SF and Lanaya. If I were given a chance to play again, I would still do the same thing.

I am here writing about this, to tell people that I am not so desperate for the win, unlike some people out there.
1st, I was the one who create the rules and if I really want to win this, I could have set the mode as -cd and not -cm. We are the team who first used most heroes and in -cd we would have a lot more advantages.
2nd, my lap top has no Warcraft III programme so I cannot watch any replay or practise at home. And I only touch back DotA 3 weeks before the competition.
3rd, all the finalists have Razer equipments except 2 from our team and 2 from Marlboro, and 2 of these people are sub for the teams respectively. So, can I who spend 0 win those who spent more than RM300? If can, Razer can quit already right?
4th, as I said before, Marlboro watched our replays while we didn't. But this is not against the rule so I am not blaming them. It just shows that they want to beat us so much that they spent some time on us.
5th, I did not use dota key during the whole competition. Even juniors use it. People who don't have Razer mouse and do not use dota key and reach final, that is me.

So if I win the competition, it is against the norm from the 5 reasons above. A person who do not see DotA as life and spend so much money and time on it, playing on par with those people, losing can be forgiven.
But there is one game that I am disappointed. The 2nd game of semi was so fail that I am still feeling sad.
Since it is over and the next DotA competition is far away, I am here to give some comments.
1st, playing with 2 carry heroes cannot win a team with same or higher skill level.
2nd, Akasha as warder, NA + Silencer, Vengeful and CM picks are my own ideas. I do not get them from any replays so I would like to copyright them. >D
3rd, I didn't use planned strategy, Obsidian + BB.
4th, I am the player who buy most wards from the competition.
5th, if I have to choose 1 MVP of the competition, it would be AARON.
6th, I am quiting again, until the next competition or playing for birthday boys.
7th, why are there people who did not think how to counter opponent's strategy, when I already revealed the opponent's heroes?
8th, being poor is one of the reasons people cannot play games at highest level, just like me.
9th, I won't train harder for the next competition,but I expect harder games.
10th, this competition is generally boring.