this is the last post by me from malaysia in 2010.

two weeks ago i put my bags on the floor in my house.

a few hours later i am going to carry them up again.

a new academic year awaits, with much pressure on my head.

somehow i have lost the motivation to be the best like i used to be.

i call it matured, but others see it as failure.

there are many things we need to do, and i am putting more effort on those things.

but then, the requirement must be met.

maybe, other people will understand in the future.

going back to jogja means i need to start working already.

and getting to play dota again.

and writing more vigorously again.