this holiday

1 week has gone since i came back.
1 word to describe the holiday so far? -fuck-
fuck, the most flexible word, is used because i have not fucking done anything about my studies, my novels, and everything important.
i finished watching one drama, and currently watching another one.
of course, the drama i watch is not those fuck-faced taiwanese/korean/japanese dramas.
why fuck-faced? because the actors and actress' faces are like good fuckers but their acting skills are quite fucked up. why the faces are like fuckers? because their faces are nice lah, dont always think fuck is always bad. fuck face means the face is nice until you probably want to fuck this face's owner.
and also the drama is not the idea-depleted hong kong drama.
and not usa/european dramas which i need to torture my cochlea.
of course, i am not so patriotic until i watch malaysian drama.
whatever it is, i learn something from these things. and the most important thing i have learnt is, to produce a story it must be real, fucking epic real, very near to realistic, to make the readers get the feeling. then, it will advertise itself.

after world cup 2010, 4-2-3-1 is considered the new imba formation, used by all semi finalists and germany.
but i already used this formation 4 years ago.
from here i can see i got the potential to be a football team manager.
or i can say i can foresee the future.
i like this formation is because 4 players will be attacking, which favours my offense-without-defense mentality.
for me it is 4-2-4, but for others it is 4-5-1.
the play now is too defensive.
from data, the winner this time got 3 lesser goals from the winner with least goal in the history.
this is not only sad, but getting boring.
as time goes by, as people learn how to live, things become boring but we must move on.
no more adventures, no more risks, only boring long path to finish.